Is This love? | J.JK

Cameras

We walked back into the beach house, all 5 of us stumbling a little bit because of the pain we were in. It was just as painful as I thought it would be, and I felt very uncomfortable. If they ever make us do it again I want one of my stylists to do it not some randon lady.

We walk in and see three of the boys chilling on the couch, a closer look tells us it's Jimin, Hoseok, and Namjoon. They greet us and tell us the other boys are in their rooms. I decide to go to my room to try and relax and distract myself from the pain.

I enter my room and see Jungkook on his bed, watching a YouTube video. He doesn't see me come in since his back is to me so I try to figure out what he's watching.

I can hear Euphoria coming through the speakers and on the screen I see clips of me and him, as well as a few fan edits of us together. I wouldn't know what it was, except for the fact that I had watched the exact same video on the plane ride here. Why was he watching "Jungri Being Soul Mates for 6 Minutes"? I knew how awkward I would be if he caught me watching those kind of videos so I decided to pretend like I didn't know. I stood by the door and spoke to him.

"We're back!"

He looked a little panicked but instantly recovered when he saw my proximity to the door, showing that I had just entered the room. He smiled at me as I walked into the room more, heading for my bed.

"How was it?" He asked, concern written on his face.

"It hurt. A lot." I told him truthfully, I wasn't embarrassed about it or anything. Not to mention that he made me feel extremely comfortable, and the worry in his eyes made it impossible for me to lie to him.

I layed down on my mountain of pillows and he pouted before coming over to me.

"I'm sorry" is all he said before he hugged me.

HE'S HUGGING ME. HE'S ON MY BED, HUGGING ME. I'VE NEVER HAD A GUY IN MY BED BEFORE. WAIT IS HE PULLING AWAY? NO. DON'T STOP PLEASE.

He started pulling away mumbling "sorry that probably didn't help, I wasn't thinking-" but I cut him off.

"Please don't stop" I said quietly, a little embarrassed at what i was asking. I looked up and saw him a little surprised, but that passed quickly and he smiled before hugging me again.

I rested my chin on his shoulder before seeing the device in the top corner of our room. Shoot.

"Jungkook!" I whisper yelled at him.

"What?"

"The cameras!" I said in his ear, eyes wide and still looking at the device.

"Oh shit" I could hear the nerves evident in his voice.

I cleared my throat "Um that uh- I got the um lint off of your shirt" I said, wiping the back of his shirt repeatedly as we separated.

"Oh yeah thanks that uh- that was driving me crazy" he said, playing along. He stood up and walked back to his bed as I decided to go see what the others were up to.

I walked into the almost empty living room before seeing three people in the kitchen. I walked in, being greeted by Wendy, Jin, and Joy all crowded around the stove.

"What's up guys?" I asked, confused by their focus on the stove.

"We made lunch!" Joy shouted back at me.

"Can you go get everyone?" Jin asked me. I nodded leaving the room to go gather everyone from their rooms. I still wasn't sure who all was roomates but I guess I'd find out.

I walked to the first room, right at the top of the steps to the left. I knocked before being greeted by Taehyung.

"Jin, Wendy, and Joy made lunch." I told him. He nodded his head before him and Namjoon exited the room, heading towards the kitchen.

I continued to gather the members, stopping at each door. Turns out each room had two people in it. Namjoon and Tae were roomies, Hoseok and Joy, Irene and Seulgi, Me and Kook, Wendy and Jin, and Jimin and Yoongi.

The rooms were pretty spread out, they were all at least 10 feet apart and none were directly across from each other. It was too much walking for my already sore self, and the stairs didn't help.

I walked back to the kitchen, following Kook as he was the last person I got and found two seats left for us at the end of the table. I knew which seat was mine by the smaller serving of ramen in front of the farthest seat.

I sat down and looked at my bowl, mentally calculating the number of calories. It was a bad habit I had gotten from the constant restriction. The girls were good at remembering the amount in certain products but I was the only one who could accurately do it on homecooked meals. I looked up at the girls to see they all had the same amount as me.

"297?" I hear Seulgi guess, looking at the cooks for confirmation.

"358" I stated to the girls seeing them nod, whoever cooks calculates beforehand to see if we'll get it right.

"That's more than usual?" It came out as a question, wondering what made the increase in calories.

"Yeah, Worldwide Handsome isn't used to cooking for diets. That's why it's less than usual too, we need to offset the ingredients" Wendy told me.

Oh yeah, the boys. I look up to see them all looking confused at our exchange, as well as slightly shocked. I don't know if it was at my crazy skill, the fact that we still have to diet, or how strict our diet is, but they looked a little concerned.

I met Jungkooks eyes, seeing the sadness in them. I looked down at my bowl, not being able to hold eye contact with him. Yeah we had to diet, and it was very strict and probably not healthy but we were all too scared to let each other down. That's what SM told us when they put us on our first diet. "You can't let your fans down, and you wouldn't want to be a burden to your other members". It stuck with us, and we cooperate with the diets now.

I stayed silent the rest of the meal, not being able to get the look of sadness on Jungkooks face out of my head. We loaded the dish washer and went to the living room to chill a little before the producers came to give us our challenge.

They walked in and stood in front of us.

"You're going to be playing "who's who". We'll seperate you now. Girls stay here, boys head upstairs to the lounge. Whoever loses gets a punishment."

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A/N: oops this turned out boring and I'm too lazy to fix it. I'll post the second part today to make up for it ;)