Is This love? | J.JK

Loved

Jungkook Pov

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"WHAT?!"

I was momentarily wide awake, the shock of her words snapping me out of my half asleep state.

"In our swimsuits you perv" she remarked, completely calm about this situation.

I ducked my head a little bit, guilty that I definitely was thinking like a perv.

I mean we had seen each other in swimsuits already but isn't it weird to shower together?

"I've already made my mind up. It's the smartest and most convenient course of action" she stated as she made her way over to the shower, starting the water.

I was feeling the lack of sleep kick in again and realized this probably was the safest way for me to shower, if I fell asleep halfway through at least I wouldn't break anything.

"C'mon koo" her words were soft this time, she was definitely babying me because I was tired, but honestly I kinda liked it.

Slowly, I made my way over to the shower and climbed under the water. I saw Y/N close the door behind me and come closer to me. The shower was quite large, we weren't cramped together and it made it a little less awkward.

"Why don't you sit down hm?" I felt hands on my shoulders, slightly applying pressure trying to get me to sit on the small ledge on the side of the enclosure.

Too tired to fight it I simply complied, resting my bodyweight onto the bench thing. This time when I looked up Y/N was looking around at the products lined up on the sides.

"You're literally like a millionaire and you still use 3-in-1 shampoo, conditioner, and body wash" she laughed and it sounded like music to my ears. I hummed tiredly in response and she let out the cutest giggle.

"What are we gonna do with you?" She ruffled my damp hair before going over to her shelf. She came back with a glob of something in her hands and a smile on her face.

"It's okay... Y/N will take care of you. I have plenty of actual shower products"

She rubbed her hands together before putting them onto my head. She started massaging the shampoo into my hair and my eyes closed, fully relaxed. My nose inhaled the familiar scent from our cuddle sessions and a smile unconsciously appeared on my face. Her fingers rubbed my scalp and trailed all the way through, rubbing the stands in between her little hands. It felt so calm and nurturing and I felt such a strong feeling for her right then.

She hums quietly before grabbing the shower head and detaching it from the wall. She brought it to the top of my forehead and gently leaned my head back, running the water over my head before once again interlacing her fingers in my hair. She continuously stroked the stands until she was content with the rising.

Re-attatching the shower head to the wall, she got a glob of something else- probably conditioner- before once again repeating her actions. This time she let the conditioner sit and grabbed a washcloth, putting some soap on it and starting on my shoulders.

She rubbed circles on my shoulders and down my arm, leaving a layer of bubbles behind before coming to my other side to do the same thing. Once both arms were done she placed her hand at the top of my chest and started working a lather all over my torso and abdomen. My eyes were still closed and I couldn't help but lean my head back, my entire body at peace from her gentle touch.

When she went to move to my back she had to reach her arm over my shoulder, giving me a perfect position to hug her. Burying my head into the soft skin of her stomach, I couldn't help but smile as a little contended giggle came from her mouth.

This time she rinsed the cloth before detaching the shower head, instead using her hands to rinse the suds off of my skin. I felt myself almost dozing off, her delicate movements lulling me into a state of warmth. It was like every touch was sending waves of care and affection into my body and I finally understood what I was feeling.

I felt loved.

She was taking care of me. For once I was being babied and could fully submit to the fuzzy feeling. There was no fear of judgement here, no worry for what anyone would think. She made me feel safe and cared for.

That realization itself made me feel all happy inside, absolutely overwhelmed with how lucky I am to have someone like that in my life, to have her in my life.

I think I dozed off for a few minutes because when I opened my eyes again her hair was wet and looked like she had washed it.

"Hey sleepy head, how about we get you to bed hm?" She had a soft smile on her face and I knew in that moment that I would do anything for her.

Nodding my head, I stood up and made my way towards the door, opening it and grabbing our towels. She had me hold onto hers while she patted my skin dry, before rubbing the towel over my head, softly laughing at what I'm assuming was my messy hair.

When she finished I did the same to her, I felt like I should get to baby her a little bit as well. I fully unfolded the towel and then wrapped her up in both the fabric and my arms, feeling completely at home with her in my embrace.

Eventually we had gotten dried off and into our pajamas, we were now curled up on my bed and I was almost completely out of it, giving her one last kiss before fully succumbing to sleep.

Is this what love feels like?

A/N: the feels 😔✊
I added a picture of the type of shower in the media at the top incase you were confused at what i was talking about lmao