Stay With Me

Airport

   
     
     Arriving at the airport people and journalists were already gathered. Getting out of the car, the flashes of the cameras blinded them, the girls immediately thought about Jennie and how uncomfortable she feels when she has panic attacks. 

Jisoo approached Jennie and stood next to her, waiting for the other two bandmates to get out of the car. After they were all out, they started walking in couples. Rosé and Lisa heading in front and Jisoo and Jennie right behind.

       Airports were not Jennie's favorite place at all. On the opposite, airports scared Jennie as she often, had panic attacks.

It's not easy to explain how she felt that moment to someone who never had a panic attack before.

You feel like there is no more oxygen in the room, you feel like everything gets dark, you can't breathe, you strangle to move and you feel so insecure.

As an idol she can't show this to the public, so it is very tough for her to get through all. Likely the girls are always there to comfort her. This time paparazzi's where all around them, making it very difficult for them to move forward. Jisoo was holding her hand, while her breath became ragged.

      "Oh no!" Jennie thought.

Jennie felt the panic begin like a cluster of spark plugs in her abdomen. Tension grew in her face and limbs. Her breathing became more rapid, more shallow. 

      She was trying to control herself but it was not easy, she felt like she was losing her eyesight and her body was shaking.

And in moments like these, here she smells the same scent it had fascinated her last night.

      She closed her eyes and tilt her head forward until it touched Lisa's back.

      She slowly opened her eyes to ensure that it was Lisa's back. The latter turned her head sideways to check what touched her. She saw Jennie leaning her head like that and Lisa knew that Jennie was far from OK.

     Lisa was gorgeous wearing a oversized black shirt and a pair of ripped jeans. A white hat on her head was making contrast to her red, cherry lips.

      When she was travelling, she always wanted to be comfortable, but even with that, she looked stunning.

     "I wish l could feel the warmth of your hug, right now Lis" Jennie thought.

  Her thoughts were accelerating inside her head. She wanted them to slow down so she could breathe properly but they didn't. Her breaths came in gasps and she felt her brain blacking out. Her heart was hammering inside her chest like it belonged to a rabbit running for its skin. 

   In Lisa's arms, tho, she always calm down and forget everything.

Lisa raised her elbows trying to reach Jennie's hands. Her hands were so soft and as she started stroking them, the latter started to feel better immediately.
Finally, she could breathe.

When Jennie started to feel better, she could hear someome calling her name.
Probably someone of the fans did, but she was not in any position to respond.

      The words that came out later by the same person shocked Jennie and the other members.
     

     "You, foreigner, move away from Jennie. We can't see her!" someone shouted.
     " Hey, I talk to you, ugly girl, let us see the beautiful face of Jennie." the same voice echoed in the airport.