Chapter 11

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This is hard.

How can I keep this up?

He thinks he's talking to two different people. But he's not. I feel...guilty for some reason. Like I'm lying to him. I'm not lying. Just not telling the whole truth.

Should I tell him?

"Hey, are you ok? That's like the seventh time you've sighed in under two minutes." I forgot I wasn't alone.

"Oh. I'm fine. Just- contemplating." Seungmin raised his eyebrows. "On what?" "Life. Decisions I need to make." I look out the window beside me.

"Is it a hard choice? You look really concentrated." "It's just, I dont know if I should tell him..."

As I trailed off, Seungmin just stared at me before returning to his work. I only had 5 questions done. All I could think about was what I should do.

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I'm pacing around my room, still contemplating. What should I do? What should I-. I'm interrupted by the buzz of my phone.

Binnie

Hey prince

Hi

So I'm going to get straight to the point.
Are you going to tell me who you are?

"Changbin." I sigh. I felt bad.

I mean, we're friends.
But it kinda haunts me knowing that I have no idea who you are.
You've seen me, but I haven't seen you.
You know my name but I don't know yours.
I wanna know you but you won't let me.
When will you open up to me as I have done to you?
When will I get to know YOU?

I was almost in tears. I felt so bad. I'm ready to tell him but I'm scared he'll get mad that I practically lied to him. A tear rolls down my cheek but I quickly wipe it away.

I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm just...
I'm scared

Scared of what?

Scared you're gonna hate me.

Hate you? Why would I hate you?

Because I've been practically lying.

...
Lying about what?

I sigh. "I gotta tell him."

Who I am.
You think you're talking to two different people. But you're not...

Prince, why are you talking about.
What do you mean "two different people"?

You decided to pursue me when Jisung was yelling about cheese cake.
I led you the wrong way as you tried to find me. Which you ended up doing anyway.
I told you my other nickname.
You visited me while I was reading, telling me about Minho and Felix.
I told you not to get my number, because you already had it.
I asked you what you thought of me, and you told me.

But that was all-

Hyunjin
Thats my name.
That's who I am
My nickname is jinnie or jin
I'm now majoring in dance with Felix and Minho.

You're Hyunjin?

Yes binnie.
This is Hyunjin

You're...
You're joking.

No I'm not. Want a pic?

...

If you call me, you'll hear my voice

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If you call me, you'll hear my voice.

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Changbin?

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Look, I'm sorry I lied.
I was just scared.
Scared to open up to someone.
I've always been very closed in and I just
I'm sorry

Hyunjin

I understand if you...

Hyunjin.

You know, don't wanna talk.

HWANG HYUNJIN!!

What?

Can you shut up for a second?!
I can't even say anything.

Oh. Sorry

Stop saying that.
You have nothing to be sorry for.
I understand why you did it. I was like that once too.
I'm not mad and I don't hate you.

Then...
How do you feel?

Kinda, embarrassed.

😐Why?

Because...
All that stuff I said the other day...
About you

Oh~
You're blushing again😏

I take it back. I do hate you.

Ha, love you too.

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Bin?

Don't...
Don't say stuff like that.

Aww. Are you blushing even harder now?

Shut up!!

Bye😉

Why do you leave after I say that?

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You-
You know I hate that.

You-You know I hate that

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