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3 months later.

I live in a small town that I've never heard of, I haven't been allowed outside, but I am happy that none of my ... Living children were hurt, I slightly of feel the pain of him crushing my stomach, killing my baby, I have learned some things about him.

Literally every other girl is enjoying themselves, stopped grieving about a month after we were taken, I have learned many other things while I have been here, like how this pack us over 400 years old, the pack built and own the town, and surrounding forest except their borders are very different, no outsiders can come in, unless invited, it bothers my "mate" that I wear a engagement ring, several times he has tried to get me to take it off, we sleep in seperate bedrooms.


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The house has 7 bedrooms and 4 bathrooms, may not seem that big from the front, but you can't see the back of this house, he'd recently put a fence around the 9 acres his home is on, he daily tries coming onto me, he has let me continue my online studies, he lets me go on there for 2 hours a day, he supervises me, watching what I do and go into.

He also let me call them once, and I will video chat them on a specific set date, and if I keep up my outstanding grades, they will mail me my degrees, cause I have multiple degrees, he lets me study, but not in the computer, he lets me cook and video, lets me draw and work on assignments, but I will be honest about there being a connection between us, though I know he can't bare to look at my children as they are not his own, this morning was pretty casual.

I woke up, fed the children give Jason a bath, dress them, then while they are playing and I am looking over the children, "Alpha" comes down, he has me call him that til I can accept my true relationship with him.

I make myself some breakfast, he begins making his own breakfast, have you ever seen how fast a wolf or dog gets turned on?, Well for me it was simply, reaching around him to grab the butter he was using, he turned around, hand latches onto my pussy, I breath out, he presses me against the counter, 'don't' I whimper, why must my wolf like it so much?, He breaths in my scent, Max's scent has completely faded from me, 'Alpha, let go of me' I demand, he bends his fingers between my legs, 'stop it' I say, giving a final warning.

I rip his hand away from me, he gives me a deep growl, his has so much more to it, Jason starts crying, I walk around the counter, 'I'm fine' I say and pick him up, he hugs my shoulder, he has recently started to be able to tell what my emotions are, Alpha knows Jason will be a Alpha, so he has to get Jason on his side, but he won't ever let him take over the pack, he won't hide his true parenting or let him be confused on how things got to how they are, even if it is brutally honest.

Alpha finishes making his breakfast and then he leaves to go have a shower.

Coming downstairs getting a straight shot view of my ass and exposed thighs in denim shorts, he couldn't help the sudden boner he got, 'are you just going to stand there?' I ask, he's hoping I'm offering sex, but quickly he remembers, he was about to leave, he breaths out, and leaves, he has my laptop hidden away, I have zero connection to the internet, so all I do all day is mostly take care of the kids, and clean up after them, and to keep in shape some yoga every now and then.

Alpha goes to work, one of girls is coming by, 'dude, why do you have her call you Alpha?' one of his friends ask, then grabs his mate, 'what do you find humouring?' he asks, she is trying not to giggle 'I doubt she feels comfortable calling him that' she says 'and why would that be?' ... 'cause, she called her father "Alpha"?' she giggled, 'seriously?' 'you have no idea how bloody sad her life is?', he growls from him making fun of me, but he's interested in what he can find out about me.

She sits on her mates lap, 'her mother was a prostatute and a drug addict, she lost her wolf giving birth to her, .... she literally only ever had Max, he was her best friend and some people at the diner, she'd wash dishes there for food, nearly every night she'd come around, bleeding from men her mother would bring around would hit her, ... Max was her go to, but she wasn't welcome there ... Then she got a job when she was 14, finally got out of her mother's place, ... On her 16th, Max scratched her, when she tried breaking up a fight, when she tried sharing her first kiss with his brother, ... Later that night she was rushed to the hospital cause she almost died from loss of blood, the next day, she visited his brother, he tried raping her, Max kicked his ass, and later in the woods they had sex, like full on sex, where he couldn't control his shift, ... Alpha ordered him to break up with her, he did, only for them to reconnect in college, ....... And here we are today' she says, he didn't realise my life was that bad, but he knows there is more to me than what she told, and he mostly learns things about me from simply watching me.

When he returns from work, I'm folding the children's clothing, he comes in, sits next to me, 'Roxanne, we need to talk' he says, I breath out, 'we have nothing to talk about' I say, 'yeah, we do .... I talked with one of the girl's from your old pack, .... Why am I learning that your life was so miserable, you should have told me these-' 'and what?, That was my personal information that you could have just asked me about, and what would you have done?, ... Hug me?, Pitied me?, Told me you are going to make everything better?, Going to make me feel loved?, So I'd forget about all of the bad shit?' I say, trying not to cry, 'yeah, all of the above' he says, .... He wipes away my tear as it moves down my cheek, ... 'all I want is for you to be happy, I just wanted it to be with me' he says, ... Wow, he is really good, I kiss him, unpreventable, couldn't stop it, didn't want to.

Taking just a second before he kisses, I just let him have all my grief and pain an heartache from my past, I could feel it desintergratin from my body, heart and soul, but the memory is scarred, but I have a deep feeling, he will overwhelm the darkness with his light.


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Roxanne is getting closer to her "mate", being a prisoner to a Alpha who killed her baby and family.

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