Save me

You make me ... cry

I wake up in the morning, I am making pancakes and bacon, also I made orange juice, cause he didn't have any, Anthony comes downstairs, naked, but I'm also naked under this robe, he comes over, and kisses me, 'morning, juice?' I ask, he smiles, 'I don't buy it cause it goes to quickly', so he likes juice?, well I filled a large jug of it, I put the pacakes on a plate and the bacon on another, he steals some bacon, 'so?, what are you doing today while I'm at work?' 'well, I have to write 2 assignments, and cook chocolate Eclair's' I say, 'your not going on the internet' 'why not?' I ask, ... he's not answering, 'who the hell am I going to contact?' I ask, true?, my pack is gone, and I'm having a baby, he'd have someone watching the house, who'd alert him, and he's a lot faster than me, and he has control over the internet and is able to get a alert on everything a I search, he kisses me, 'alright fine', I smile, 'just don't wonder' 'why?, ... is there something nasty in your basement?, do you have a basement?' I ask, .... 'no, and yes' he says, 'ooh?, chains?, whips?, rope?' I say, .... 'later' he says, I smile, we split what we're having, and he takes most of the juice, I can't believe how quickly our relationship has changed?.

I go on the computer, and I begin writing my exam, it has to have 2500 words, then another assignment that requires 3000!, then I'll make my chocolate Eclairs, I send the video to my teacher, counting today I have 6 days to complete all of these or I will lose my scholarship, I can't believe how much I was slacking, well I was in so much pain, my children dying, then me in a coma, me in the hospital, I've lost so much, I will not lose my scholarship, if Sookie could see me now, well she thinks I'm dead, Anthony gave the school my new address, said I was going and living with my last bit of my family, who happened to be my cousin, it's amazing how much family I have left, In a total of 13 months the entire school year will be over, I've never been this behind in classes.

I tried not rushing it, cause I want it to be good, and get high marks, considering how late it is, I'd hate to get my first B, C, D or F, in my entire life!.

Anthony comes back for his lunch break, I've handed in my 2 assignments, he's been gone for 3 hours, and I finish the video from my eating my Eclair, 'and cut', he looks presses the button, checks that the vidoe stopped, 'already?' he says, 'I work quick?' .... 'did you, look up anything interesting while I was gone?' 'I don't watch porn' I say, not lying, but I may have googled "how to give a handjob", that sure did surprise Anthony, 'want one?' I ask, he shrugs, he takes the one out of my hand and eats it, 'hey' I try take it back, he smiles, 'mmm?, not bad?' he says, 'that was mine' I whine, he swallows, 'that is actually really good?, cream?, and frozen chocolate on top?' he says, and I come forward and I lick the chocolate on the side of his lip, he kisses me, and slightly pushes my hips against the island with his, 'your surprise is almost ready' he says, I grab a chocolate Eclair, 'you can make your own lunch' I say and take the plate, he smiles, I eat the Eclair, I could have the entire plate, though I only made 6, 'don't you dare touch the TV remote with that chocolate all over your fingers' he says, I make a whining noise 'mmmm!', cause I had a mouth full of food, he hides that he's laughing.

He finishes from work, I've made my last 2 cooking assignments, and I have submitted the first cooking video I made this morning, and I'm currently working on my next assignment, 'okay, time to take a break, wear something cute' he says, 'are you taking me out on a date?' I ask, 'what?, no?' Anthony says, ouch, considering I've never been on one, 'you'll like it though' he promises and kisses me, 'but the food will go cold' 'you have finished videoing' 'tomorrow I need to work on my art work' I say, 'exactly, so for the rest of the day you have worked hard enough', he closes my laptop, 'I only have 300 words to go' I say, he pulls me upstairs, he lets me get dressed up.

I am wearing a light blue dress, black tights and a cardigan, my hair is down and straightened, I'm wearing lace up sandle heels, he takes me outside?, 'where are you taking me?' I ask, 'it's a surprise' he says, and he takes me in his car, he brings me to a large stone hall?, with a large dome church colour skylight?, there is a stage, 'we have pack meetings here?, but also on some purposes, .... we can contact the dead?' he says, I look at him, 'really?', he nods, it's a full moon, I haven't shifted in so long, 'alright?' he says, 'how will I know if they are at peace?' 'their spirit will be blue, it'll be red if they are not', I don't think I could handle that, he is going to leave me for a moment, then the moonlight comes in, ... smokes comes from nowhere?, then arises, Max, Alpha, Jason, Skye, Krystal, my mother, Sookie, Carmen, Gabriel and his wife.

'Hello?' I say, Anthony is going to give us some time alone, they all have blue spirits, I wipe under my eye seeing the kids, Max smiles, 'hey?' he says, 'hi?' I say, ... 'for the record I'm allowed to call you dad now' I say, Alpha smirks, they all found peace?, ... 'tell me what happened?' Dad says, 'well, a traditional pack came through, wanting their "mates", it's a soul bonding thing, that only some packs still have, .... you wouldn't accept them taking their soulmates' I say, 'I did think they were insane?, ... I didn't expect them to kill everyone?, you found your "mate"?' Dad says, 'yeah?, ..' 'he killed Jason, Skye and Krystal and you are still with him?' 'it's compicated', I look at Sookie, 'how?' I ask, .... 'I was heading out of town, got killed for seeing a very large wolf in the middle of the wolf' Sookie says, I smile looking down at Jason, 'I just wanted them to be safe' 'and yet they are not' .... 'it was hard' I say, 'oh really?', now dad is mad, 'Jason, was going to be our pack's salvation' Alpha says, 'I tried to get away' I say, 'tried?, .... and now you share a bed with the man who killed them?' Dad says, 'it's harder than you'd think?' 'to resist a dick?' Max speaks out, 'not wearing my ring?' Max says, 'I was in a coma?, he took it off, I tried killing myself' 'and yet you are still alive?' Max's mother says, 'I didn't invite you here' I say, 'well, I am here' she says, 'summoning the dead is a dark magic' 'no?, it's pretty simple?, ...' 'are you happy?' Sookie asks, I nod, she smiles, 'you are happy?, the pack is dead?, your children are dead!, my heir is dead!' dad says, I close my eyes, then Sookie, Max's mother disappear, 'try be happy that I am alive?' .... 'still just a weak little thing, ... you were not worth my wolf-', my mother says before disappearing, Skye stands up, still able to walk, 'take care of them' I say, to Max, he goes and grabs her, she smiles, dad can't let it go, his spirit is starting to flicker red, I send him away while he's still blue, now just Max, I close my eyes and the song (when were young plays), Max smiles, this really is magic, it begins snowing, but it's all just a fantasy, Jason squeals from the snow, Max nods, he smiles, then once I send him and my children away, the snow stops and the music fades, that was, ... something else entirely.

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Roxanne just contacted the dead!, Anthony and her are going to have a baby!, I wonder if her life is going to be?, future wise?.