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(a/n she so pretty 😍😍😍) ____________________________________
" Londyn come here ." I heard my name .
"Yes ?" I got up walked to where he was .
"You wanna go wimmie somewhere later ?" I looked at him and nodded .
Ja'kai looked up from her phone and stuck her tounge out at me .
"We finna slideeeeeeeeeee !" Jamari stood up on the couch and started dancing .
"Get the fuck down ." Ja'kai hit his leg .
I shook my head and walked out the room going back to my room , at his house .
I laid back down on the bed and got under the covers . I hate my life .
My sister and satan the only ones who care about me . My mama don't anymore and my dad he just only wanna be nice sometimes . Asshole .
Ever since Santana came into the picture it's like everyone forgot about me . I mean I know I'm not a baby but still , i be having nightmares and no one is here to comfort me .
If I was at my mommy house then I would at least have ja'kai but at my daddy house he always gone or downstairs ignoring me .
One day he made me touch his private part . I told him no but his ass tried to burn me . I still got burned in the end . He always hitting me and stuff. I only eat one time the whole day and I be hungry but he said if he hear my stomach growl he gon kill me . So I just try not to make it growl . I don't know what I did to him , to start being so mean .
Him and his friends always touching in between my legs and I don't like it . It hurts . One time blood came out and he just left me there . I couldn't even walk it hurted so bad . I accidentally fell off the bed and he came upstairs and beat me really bad and I didn't eat that day .
He told me if I ever tell anyone anything he gon kill them . I don't want ja'kai or satan to die .
He only makes me do stuff when he be drinking or putting that sugar in his nose . Weird ass .
" Londyn ?" I sat up and ja'kai was at the door .
"Huh ?"
" whats wrong baby ? You been quiet ever since you came back.....normally you be tryna fight satan . Talk to me ." She sat on the bed and pulled me into her lap .
Should I tell her ?
"N-nothing " I said getting tears in my eyes .
" baby tell me wassup , I promise I'm not gon get mad , it's okay ."
"No ion want you to get hurt . "
"I'm not gonna get hurt bubba , what's wrong ? You know you my bestie and we tell eachother everything ."
"But daddy said-" she cut me off
"I don't care , now tell me so I can help you...."
Fuck it .
I nodded and told her , everything . I was so scared . I didn't want my sister to die .
After I told her she walked out the room and came back with satan . He looked at me and back at ja'kai .
"Fatz ?" He called out . He called me that because I eat so much .
"Yes ?" I said crying softly .
" wanna stay wimmie ?" He said. I looked up and shrugged my shoulders .
He nodded and left me with ja'kai .
"Baby why you just now telling me ?"
"He said he was gon hurt you kai " I was sobbing at this point .
"Okok shhhh fatz....." she rocked me and I started to get sleepy .
"Kai I love you ." I said softly in her neck . I felt her smile.
