oneshots || blackpink (discontinued)

The Only Reason || Jensoo

Fair Warning: Mentions of Suicide and Self Harm

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"Hahahahaha!! You ugly fucking pig!"

stop... please

"Look at her man! How can someone look as ugly as that???? Yuck!"

I... I... they're right...

"You're fucking useless Jisoo"

I know...

"You filthy piece of shit bitch!!! Who in this fucking world will fucking love you?"

No one... not even myself...

"It's a shame to call you my daughter"

I trusted you dad...

As these thoughts were rushing through Jisoo's head She was standing on the edges of a rooftop of one of the most highest building in her town.

Was she really not capable of doing anything? Why can't she smile and feel loved like other people?.

It's been years since her mom died and her dad blamed her, her school isn't so safe either, her body was full of scars and bruises. She had enough of the abuse, the torture and all the pain

Holding a loose sheet piece of paper,written was a letter dedicated to the only person who actually cared about her.

Her long time best friend Jennie Kim.

Closing her eyes she took another step foward as she lost her balance.

She was waiting to hit the cold hard asphalt road and free herself ftom this cruel and horrible world and reach the place where no one will judge her.

But it never happened.....she never fell.As she opened her eyes she saw her childhood best friend Jennie Kim holding her hands tightly preventing her from falling down

"Jennie please let me go!! I don't wanna fucking live in this cruel world anymore!!"

Jisoo said as she tries to get out of Jennie's tight grip while holding the letter even more tighter.

"Are you fucking crazy Kim Jisoo?"

With that she pulls her up finally saving her from any harm and danger.

"Why did you save me? All I wanted was to be free"

Jisoo was sobbing.

'It's because I love you......'

"I didn't know my Best friend was this of a coward and weak. Hmm Jisoo?"

Jisoo hummed in response with sniffles.

"The world will judge you but you can't let them win against you right? Just the way you used to defeat me while playing uno earlier?"

"Mmm" was the only thing Jisoo could answer

"Life is precious Jisoo. Not only but everyone's. You can't always run away from your problems. The more you will run, the more they will chase you You have to stand for your own self because in this world there's no one to do that for you. If you think there's nobody to care or love you then you're wrong. Maybe it's not the right time. When the right time comes you will definitely meet the person. If there's millions of rrason to die then try to find out the only reason to live. The God gave you this life and you own no right to take it from you. Just try to find the only reason..."

Hearing Jennie's words Jisoo started tearing up as she realized that just a few minutes ago she was going to commit the biggest mistake of her life... by ending it all

"T-Thank Y-You J-Jennie"

She sobbed into Jennie's shoulder

"Hey... It's okay... I'm here"

She kissed Jisoo's forehead and stayed there for a while

"Come on lets get you home"

Jennie heard soft breaths knowing Jisoo had fallen asleep due to mental exhaustion

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After that day a new Kim Jisoo was born. She was strong, she was confident, she never allowed anyone to walk on her, play with her feelings or humiliate her. She was happily married to her surprise the one who saved her that day and she had a perfect family with Jennie and her two little kids. Jennie's words never left her, even after all these years. Whenever she used to feel weak, sad, depressed, she tried finding out the only reason to live and smile