CHAPTER 44
Guess what?!
RYAN replied with...
I LOVE YOU, EVE… SAYA SAYANG KAU, TIDAK SIKIT PUN SAYANG SAYA PERNAH HILANG UNTUK KAU…
Yuck! BERENSEK!! Sayang kepalamu!
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Danny’s black Honda SUV yang digunakan for the wedding…. As black as my heart right now…. Mummy made sure saya masuk dalam kereta before they drive off…
Kalau boleh saya mau melompat keluar dari ni kereta, biarlah saya mati dilanggar lorry…
Damn betul…. Kenapa juga cepat betul mau sampai sudah church ni…. Memanglah kalau Tanjung Aru to Sacred Heart saja … haih!
Makin berdegup kencang jantung saya… I’m scared, macam susah saya mau telan liur saya… my hands are getting cold…
If it was more than one year ago, and I had to walk down the aisle like now, maybe i would feel happy sebab masa tu Ryan belum curang lagi and Branden belum muncul balik dalam hidup saya….
How I wish I can turn back time…. But mau rewind time start dari mana? Not start dari the moment I met Ryan… not the moment when Branden changed for the worst…. I guess I made a wrong wish… I shouldn’t wish to rewind the time, I should wish that I never met Ryan!
The driver tekan brake, saya termaju sikit ke depan terus terhenti lamunan kesedihan saya sementara… I looked out from the car window, dari dalam kereta saya nampak flower girls and bridesmaids saya, Amanda Angel and Ally, the triple As, saya tersenyum sikit… Abby is my Maid of Honour….
Saya telan liur saya, terasa pahit and pedih…. Itu baru tekak, bayangkan di hati….
I looked at the church, the arch is beautiful… ya, sanalah Ryan down the altar, I can see from afar… Boleh ka time Father’s verse menanya if there is any bantahan, saya sendiri yang membantah? Terus saya larilah keluar dari church dengan wedding dress yang panjang, mengembang… buat-buat macam movie orang putih konon….
“Ermm... miss... sampai sudah kita...” the driver bersuara…. Ya, saya tau bah… ingat saya buta ka?
“Oh... kalau saya tidak mau keluar boleh ka?” saya tanya sambil saya senyum tawar…
“isshh jangan gitu bah, miss…” the driver memujuk saya… “Excited bakal hubby miss... balik-balik dia call saya suruh make sure saya hantar miss sampai church... nah, daddy miss ka tu?”
Cisss excited konon Ryan gila tu... Saya tengok daddy walked up and membuka pintu kereta….
HELP!!
“Daddy…” hampir saya tidak boleh bersuara, bergegar lutut saya... “Saya tidak mau kahwin Ryan... please… please daddy….” Menitis sudah air mata saya… 😢
Daddy senyum saja and kiss dahi saya…
“Ready, girl…” lembut suara daddy, seakan cuba menenangkan saya….
Senyuman daddy when he gave me his right arm, membuatkan saya berpaut dengan lebih erat di lengan daddy… sempat saya menoleh belakang manatau tiba-tiba Branden muncul di belakang and whisked me out of here….
Daddy tugged at my arm, signal to walk down the aisle sudah… slowly daddy mengiring saya to the church entrance...
my hands so icy cold, my knees are melting… betul-betul kuat saya bergegar, kalau bukan daddy giving me support, saya rasa saya tersungkur sudah on the church floor…
PIANO INTRO STARTS 🎹
Not 🎵Ave Maria🎵 like what was planned…. Good, maybe it should be 🎵Amazing Grace🎵 because I feel like dying right now…. It feels like a funeral more than a wedding to me….
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