Shawn Mendes imagines

18- Happier

***based off happier by ed sheeran :)***

Shawn's pov

I was walking down the street when I saw her, Y/N. She was holding hands with someone, it was only a month since we broke up but she looked happier, very much happier than when she was with me.

I saw her walk inside a bar with him while laughing, her smile was wider than it had been when she was with me. She looked happier, very much happier.

I know I hurt her, but I didn't mean to. I still loved her with all my heart, with every fiber in my being. But I didn't take it personal that she looked happier, because I know I didn't treat her well, I lost what was mine because I was too blind to appreciate it. She looked happier, very much happier.

I told my friends about how happy she looked and they told me that I would feel happier soon but I doubted it, but until that happened I would just smile and hide the truth. I was happier with her, very much happier.

I sat in the corner of my room drinking from the large alcohol bottle. Everything reminded me of her but she was happier without me, very much happier.

But if he breaks her heart, I hope she knows that I'll be waiting here for her.

But till then, I would smile and hide she truth.

She looked happier.

Very much happier.

🐤 🎀 ♡ 🎀 🐤

hi that was sad sorry if i put u in ur feels hehe sorry not sorry :))

also sorry if this was short :(((

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~esther

July 19, 2020