So I haven't been feeling confident lately, and it's starting to get to the point that my drafts are adding up and I'm starting to doubt how it's 'enough' to be published and I'm starting to keep them to myself—
I get that y'all wholeheartedly love it though, you constantly remind me how much my content means to all of you in the comments alone and it's really been a great impact to give me all the motivation I need to keep going!
Although the negative part of my brain keeps saying my work isn't enough—
But anyway; I woke up from my afternoon nap with some of my motivation which I'm grateful for, so I used as much energy as I could to continue but I began to notice how long it keeps getting and getting. Because my mind constantly wants me to do my very best all the time, and by that as in, I want to write the whole moment for a single scenario for each Boboiboy. It gotten to the point that I'm starting to question my writings.
Like, it almost seemed like oneshots to me now :')
My oneshots in my definition means a full fledged short story, and scenarios in comparison are like, short snippets of moments between you two. Although it isn't a full fledged story it feels like I am writing a oneshot by its longevity... If you get what I mean—
Which brings me to my very random question; What do you guys like or love to read more? And I understand what y'all mean saying about: do things that you're comfortable with! Or something. And honestly I'm still trying to figure out what is comfortable for me while making peace with that negative part in my brain. And I'm trying my hardest to overcome it. So I wanna know what you guys think to help sort me out and keep things calm inside my head so:
What do you guys like reading in my writing style: scenarios, or headcanons? I enjoy both, but difference is scenarios is more in depth with what I envision between your moments which takes a really long while to get published. While headcanons are more simplified, I get to have the excuse to fool around, and gets updated much faster. There's also heanarios, (a mix word I invented XD) that means both scenarios AND headcanons, similar to the neko update :3 but of course, it takes an even bigger while/toll for me to work on so—
There's also two more things too: oneshots, like I mentioned. I was thinking of mashing up my oneshots book and scenarios book since how in depth and how my imagination is so wild all the time (but gets me REALLY drained to write it on screen ;w;) and also because, I only finish one Boboiboy per scenario in my drafts recently ;w;
And lastly: I feel like mashing the headcanons in one, big chapter. Because when I update headcanons, the boys are separated, like the love language series. And I started to notice how a little bothering it was to my eye and I wanna reorder and organize my book so bad afcsgvgbbjnhkkb—
So yeah, my scenarios book will be under a bit of 'renovation' because of my conflicting mood swings lately X'D Sorry if I mostly update stuff about my internal stress, but I just really wanna know all your thoughts. Feedback really helps me fix and make the scenarios book at lot better and it also gives me motivation, too. So it'd be gratefully appreciated if you tell me at least Something.
Thanks for following this book, because it kinda shows that y'all are willing to read through the ton of stuff like trash I'm just having and like getting to know you and all X'D I'm really grateful, thank you—
