As in, go to a new account and start anew.
I know I'm risking a lot by doing this, leaving this account inactive along with unpublishing all of my books, and losing everything.
Well, not everything. But losing these might help my self-esteem
I haven't been doing great/okay. At least, in the writing department.
Only two people know the reason why, and I'm a bit too lazy to explain now, cuz y'all know I'll make a whole essay about my emotional baggage and reach it to 1k again—
But basically, I'm not as confident anymore :( No one said anything to me tho, no worries; backlash, threats, hate comments, I've received none and I alone did this to myself cuz I'm an oversensitive potato who currently doesn't know how she's gonna lead on with life ;; I wanna write as much as I can, so I still have the steel will of determination to get there. But the hard thing I gotta contain and maintain, as well as earn again since I lost it, is staying strong.
I'm not leaving Wattpad definitely, nor am I leaving Boboiboy. But currently, I'm gonna have a long time off before I update again; if I ever update here again (besides the My Zyca analyses).. I'm still healing from this, and nothing is set in stone so I may or may not move out to a new account and start over. It's not my final decision, so I guess y'all can say your opinions on this.
Also: I ain't gonna leave y'all in the dark. I'll announce my new account in a chapter if I finished making one and give a link so you can still follow me in you want to; and besides, I'd find y'all and follow you anyway cuz I love y'all too much to abandon you guys xd
But I'm still keen on starting anew. I wanna start out fresh and restart what I'm known for in writing, cuz the current me is sinking in insecurity and despite all the encouraging words, I don't know what I can hold onto to...
But I'm okay, at least, emotionally. Mentally? I'm unsure, but I'm calm rn at least... There's a good chance I'll either make an account by December on my birthday, or on january so, heads up, I guess.
Thanks to all my supporters and readers out there who have hitched a ride on my journey whether y'all are new or not. I love you all, and I hope y'all are safe and ok 😔✊
