So, something happened yesterday that made my night just... An unstable emotional mess and slept not-so-happy...
No nothing direct physical fighting happened and no one has hurt me directly, I mostly did it to myself, again. But it definitely wasn't sleep paralysis like last time—
But this one, uninvited feeling which is a side that I hate of myself crept up to me again... And, basically, ruined my night :'((
So, now, I dunno how to feel better. YouTube is out of the question and I feel like losing brain cells, I don't know if writing will help me or if I even have time for drawing. I of course can't sleep since, I just did that... But I'm still not, "as better"
I'm sorry if my moods have been a hassle or something to keep up with, but almost every little thing I think is just hectic even for myself. I even question if I'm being healthy for myself mentally ;;
So, once again, my update, or something, might be moved? I know y'all would understand just, I don't know what to do with myself and I still feel hopeless :'((
Do you guys, have any suggestions to clear my head?..
