Can I just rant? For a bit? Like, I'm so frustrated every time it's brought up it's just XD
I'm sorry if this is offending to anybody and I don't mean to attack y'all but I just wanna release because I feel so... Frustrated, a lot reading stuff like this time and time again and barely anything has changed about it.
Why 👏 Do 👏 y'all 👏 keep 👏 thinking 👏 negative 👏 thoughts 👏
"Too bad (character) doesn't exist" "if only they're real" "I'm ugly" "I'm not good at (whatever)" "I suck at (whatever)" "if only (whatever)" "I'm not good as you" "I'm bad at (this)" "(idol) is so amazing too bad I suck I wish I was them"
I get so triggered up inside for some reason even tho I legit went through this stage in my earlier years :')))
I was just like you all, you gotta remember that. We all started at level 1 and there are obstacles that are always tough y'all; social anxiety, you're at skill level 1 (or if you're some masochist to yourself no offense, you believe you're at level 0) and you feel like crab. You suck, you're not good enough, etc—
But why and how did you dig so deep in that hole that you got stuck believing those words? Even to the point you laugh about at how pathetic you are sometimes?
There's nothing wrong in laughing about it if you actually think it's silly and you KNOW you shouldn't believe it. But it is wrong when you believe it and laugh about it because there's nothing you can do about it—
But listen here sillyhead, you CAN do something about it!
You wanna become your ideal self? what's stopping or holding you back from being one? Why keep dreaming when it's IN YOUR REACH? Why do you gotta believe in the negative useless side of you and not DO anything about it and continue to be a miserable mess? Do y'all wanna be sad and miserable forever and just be stuck there? There are TONS of opportunities for you to find or heck they even show up in front of you! But did you even take it? Do you even believe in yourself??
I get it, it's different for everyone and how they got to that low point but choosing to have that mindset and do nothing about it is unhealthy and will get you no where. Where are you going on with your life when y'all keep the curtains shut from the light?!
You CAN be better! We humans legit grow tall and our brains expand and stuff and you're already subconsciously getting better everyday. Like your hand writing. You suck at writing letters when you're a baby and as you grow older and keep practicing at least it's readable or you memorize 20 plus LETTERS OF THE ALPHABET! How'd you improve? Did thinking how much you suck help? NO
That applies to WRITING, DRAWING, SINGING, DANCING I could go on! Y'ALL GOT POTENTIAL WHADDYA MEAN THAT LOOKS TRASH AT LEAST THAT'S BETTER THAN A STICKMAN OR A SINGLE DOT! WHADDYA MEAN YOUR WRITING SUCKS AT LEAST YOU KNOW ENGLISH AND UNDERSTAND STUFF AND CAN S P E A K ENGLISH OR EVEN C O M M U N I C A T E WITH ME AND MAKE S E N T E N C E S
Yes I am aggressive. Very. Especially when I'm frustrated about something. Especially when it's something I'm passionate about. Writing, drawing. Those are my top skills because I LOVE doing them. I wanna be like my idols so I worked my butt off just to be like them and draw what I want. I love writing and English. Hence I do scenarios, headcannons, oneshots, drabbles, CHATFICS—
Y'all it may not be at a level you aren't favourable at BUT AT LEAST Y'ALL KNOW SOMETHING. And you can EXPAND that if you worked your butt off! I mean, at least you can if you can also keep an eye on your health too. It's also important or how else will you even work and get better?
And PUH-LEASE. I get it we all want our fictional crushes to be real and whatnot but will we EVER have a real love life or an actual lover in life if your standards are like: they should be EXACTLY like Todoroki or Quake, or Glacier. From mannerisms to personality to appearance; y'all they're fiction as much as we wish they aren't. They're made from human brains and they ain't human with all their god powers (kinda). If you wanna have a man one day, chickenballs gurl LOWER YOUR STANDARDS! Not every guy can be just as charming as Quake or just as kind as Glacier. You want boys to love you just like how the BBBs love you from all kinds of writing and love you the way you are and yet you can't love a boy the way they are?? Ain't nobody in this world is perfect even the BBBs. Even they mess up in writing scenarios too. Why can't y'all stop being picky and just ACCEPT THE BOY THAT LIFE HAS GIVEN YOU OR SOMETHING (if you have one)
And if they're not in your life THEY WILL COME or something? It depends on God or whatever you believe in. It's sad to think about not having a boyfriend to have someone actually show you how much they care, but sometimes it's also cool to be single. And I'm pretty sure y'all are happy being single sometimes too right? You don't have to worry about them playing with you or cheating on you. But even so, that doesn't mean someone similar to your ideal crush ain't real yo; get your head out of the gutter smh
I'm sorry if I sound salty or something, I just get so frustrated and tired reading comments about how y'all think you ain't good enough or you're bad at this. Everyone is good at something in billions of unique ways. You may not be at a level you're not happy with but AT LEAST you have something! What is that? It's for you to know whether you already know it or not—
