genius baby

chapter 25

Reid pov

When she said the word RAPED I just started crying making Morgan to pull me into one of his bone-crushing soft hugs that I just sunk into as I was slowly calming down I hear the door open looking up to see Emily and JJ looking at me with sad eyes pulling away from Morgan and look at Hotch and say "I'm going outside to get some air" "fine but you have to talk JJ with you " he replies just nodding as me and JJ walk out and to the near park and we sat down on the nice green grass near the water fountain and pull out my phone to text dada mac

S: hi dada hope you are okay im missing you and mama love you xx

sending it I hear it macs ring tone on the other side of the fountain looking overseeing one thing that broke my heart, even more, it was already, however, JJ didn't see it it was mac and Lisa with another male with that being said I received a text from himself.

M: hi little one I and mama miss you so much we are okay just sitting around the house it boring we love you alot xxx

making me tear up looking at the time seeing we've been here for latest 30 minutes talking a photo of mac and Lisa kiss the other male then texting Garcia since she have a spare key to the house I text her to get all my stuff out of the house and move it back to mine because I still own that apartment. Getting up and telling JJ we need to go with that said I sent the photo to both mac and Lisa when we got to the Entrance of the park looking behind me I see mac and Lisa looking around and as we made eye contact that look like that started to walk up to me and I just shook my head saying no then receiving a text from mac saying

M: Spencer we can explain please we are sorry you had to find out this was we was thinking you would love to have a little brother please Spencer we did think we was actually cheating on you because you was at work please we love you Spencer

texting back I say

S: 1. you cheated on me and 2. if you told me you wanted to add another I would of been fine but no goodbye mac and Lisa.

walking back to the station seeing everyone coming out telling us that the job is done and then receiving and text from Garcia telling me it's done and why she had to do it and I just text back saying not to tell anyone and to forget it or I wont talk to her. blocking both mac and Lisa on everything and just sitting as far as I could from the guys telling the I wanted to be alone because of the events that just happened as I am left alone all I was thinking about was am I good to be with someone then a voice popped into my head

YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT

YOU SHOULD BLEED

YOU SHOULD DISAPPEAR

FREAK

YOUR FRIENDS DONT CARE ABOUT YOU

DONT TELL THEM YOUR PAIN

the voice is right just falling asleep and trying to think of a time I was actually happy.

Hey guys sorry about this chapter hope you like it ttul bye love you xxxxx