Dear Harry,
i miss you.
i miss you A LOT.
missing you is an understatement there is no words that could express how i feel right now. i can't explain it.. it's like i have a constant knot in my stomach, the pain never goes away.
i feel horrible for sharing my pain with you but i have always told you everything since the day we met. you have been there to listen to me.. you were my shoulder to cry on.
today i needed to get out, i needed to leave this room. i took this journal and walked to the lounge.. i was the only person in there. i took a seat on the most comfortable sofa ever.
it wasn't fun without you, not having anyone to laugh at my lame jokes or my stupid humour. i felt so tiny in this huge planet not knowing where to go or what to do.
today you called me, you told me how fun tour was and i told you i was doing well. i told you everything so far that had happened to me. i told you about the girl next door. i told you everything ''i love you leah'' you said to me. my heart melted. i know you dont love me like a relationship but as a friend and i love you too harry.
we didn't have long to speak because you had to go. but those 5 minutes is all i needed. all i needed was to hear your voice and tell you how much i missed you.
''leah'' my nurse called me.. i guess thats my call to follow her.
i will write again soon.
with so much love,
leah x
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