His Side Chick III (But I Love Him To Death)

Chapter 17 (Beyonce)

I was only five months pregnant, but I was lazy as hell. I had a lot going on in the next few months, so I actually had to push myself to get everything done. I was so grateful to Micheal for everything he was doing to help me. He made sure that I was doing everything I needed to do in order to graduate in the next couple of months. We weren’t all the way official yet, but we were working hard at getting there. It didn’t help that Jay was doing everything in his power to ruin it for me. After he and Micheal had fought , it took me a while to get Micheal to forgive me even though I didn’t do anything wrong. We had finally gotten back on track, and I wanted it to stay that way. I loved the way things were with us right now. Sometimes we would stay up all night just talking. I told him the entire story of how I ended up messing with Jay again. I also told him how I felt about his friendship with Kayla. It felt good with us being open and honest with each other. I know that I hurt him by cheating on him with Jay. That was the reason I didn’t press him about us being in a relationship again. Even though I wanted that more than anything, I had to give him time. I already trusted him, but I wanted him to be able to trust me the same. There were no more secrets with me. I told him everything even if he didn’t ask. There was no doubt in my mind that he was who I wanted to be with. The only thing that scared me was the paternity of my baby. I didn’t want anything to do with Jay, so I was praying that he wasn’t the father. He was already saying HIS baby like he knew for sure it was his. Micheal told me that he didn’t care who the father was, he was going to be there for me regardless, and that only made me love him more. “Come on fat girl,” Kelly said as she helped me up from my chair. I really didn’t need any help, but she did things like that to be funny. My stomach was huge for me to be only five months, but I had no trouble getting around. My appetite was off the chain, and I never felt like I was full. Like right now, Kelly, Ardeema, Adrian and I were leaving from a restaurant. Micheal was taking me to dinner and a movie later, but I couldn’t wait that long. “Girl move, I can get up by myself,” I said as I swatted her hand away. “You sure that’s only one baby in there?” She asked while rubbing my stomach. “Hell yeah, one healthy baby boy,” I replied. “Damn,” Adrian yelled while looking in her purse. “What?” all of us said at the same time. “I left my phone at home. I’m not going another step until I get it,” she said seriously. “Girl all of us have a phone. Just use one of ours,” Ardeema said. “No, I want my own phone. I probably missed a million calls by now,” she replied. “I don’t care where we go as long as I don’t have to drive,” I said. We were in my car, but everybody else was taking turns driving. When we went to the nail shop earlier, it was Kelly behind the wheel. “I’ll drive,” Adrian said as she picked up my keys. We all piled into my car in route to the Adrian and Ardeema's house. Just like always, my bladder was overflowing. “I have to pee,” I announced as we pulled up in the driveway. “Damn, you just went to the bathroom right before we left the restaurant,” Kelly said. “I know. This damn baby must be sleeping on my bladder,” I said as I got out of the car. “We might as well get out too,” Kelly said as her and Ardeema joined us at the front door. When Adrian opened the door, I ran straight for the bathroom in the hallway. I didn’t think I would be able to make it to the one upstairs. “Who left the damn TV on?” Adrian asked to no one in particular. She grabbed the remote and turned it off before she went upstairs in search of her phone. After emptying my bladder, I joined Ardeema and Kelly in the kitchen. When Adrian came back down with her phone, we were all ready to go. “Let me grab a bottle of water,” Kelly said right before we left. “Get me one too,” I said walking over to her. “Your ass doesn't need anything to drink as much as you pee,” Adrian said laughing. “They don’t even have any water in here,” Kelly said closing the refrigerator. “My daddy might have some in his office. Come on, we can leave out of the back door,” Adrian said walking in that direction. We all had followed her to her father’s office to grab some water before we left. When she opened the door, I felt like I was about to faint as I saw Kayla on her knees with Micheal dick shoved in her mouth. “You nasty bitch!” Adrian yelled before she ran in the office and went straight for Kayla. Kelly and Ardeema were not too far behind as they tried to stop her before she got too close. “Oh shit!” Micheal said while trying to fix his clothes. The entire room started spinning, and I actually felt like I was suffocating. Karma was really a brutal bitch! “Let me go!” Kayla yelled as Adrian pulled her hair and dragged her out of the room. She was swinging wildly as Adrian pounded her fist hard into her face. It took Kelly and Ardeema a minute, but they were finally able to pull Adrian off of her. “Get your nasty ass out of our house,” Adrian yelled out of breath. Kayla grabbed her purse from the floor, stumbling over her own feet as she hurriedly made her way through the house and out the front door. “Micheal you are wrong for this shit,” Adrian yelled. He wore a look of embarrassment on his face, but he didn’t reply. I was frozen in place. I stood there in shock trying to come to terms with what I had just seen. “Are you alright Bey?” Kelly asked as she walked over to me. Before I had a chance to answer, I felt that all too familiar feeling in the pit of my stomach. I raced to the back door and pulled it open with my friends hot on my heels. As soon as I stepped out into the yard I leaned over and released everything that I’d just eaten a few minutes ago. “Damn, get me some wet towels,” I heard Micheal yelling to someone. He ran up to me and pulled my hair back out of my face. He held my long curls in one hand, while softly rubbing my back with the other. Kelly came back with two cold towels and an ice cold bottle of water. Micheal stopped rubbing my back and took everything from her. I stood up straight and allowed him to wipe my face with a cold cloth. “You alright baby?” He asked. I took the bottle of water from him without bothering to reply. I tried to walk away, but he pulled be back before I got too far. “Don’t touch me!” I screamed while pulling away from him. I walked back into the house and grabbed my purse. I was so ready to go. I was still feeling a little dizzy, but I would have to manage. “Beyonce let me talk to you,” Micheal said walking behind me. “You feel alright boo ?” Adrian asked me. “I’ll be alright? I just need to lie down for a while,” I lied. I was heartbroken, and it was making me physically sick. “I don’t think you should drive. Just go get in one of our beds upstairs,” Adrain suggested. Any other time I would have jumped at the chance, but not today. “No, I just want to go home,” I said as my voice cracked. I was determined not to cry; at least not until I made it home. “You’re going upstairs; we need to talk,” Micheal said pulling my hand. “You can’t make her stay if she doesn’t want to,” Adrian said getting in his way. “Move and mind your damn business,” he said pushing past her. I must have been moving too slow for him because he turned around and picked me up right before sprinting up the stairs. “Put me down, I know how to walk,” I complained. We went into the spare bedroom that used to belong to him before he decided to obey my orders. He locked the door and turned to face me before he started to speak. “I’m sorry about what you saw down there ,” he said while looking at me. “You mean when I saw your girlfriend with your dick shoved down her throat?” I replied sarcastically. “That is not my girlfriend and you know it .” “Whatever. Now I see why we’re not together. You still want to be with other people”, I said. “Are you serious right now?” he asked shocked. “We’re not together because of you. You cheated on me, and I forgave you because I love you that much. I’m not saying what I did was right, but don’t make it seem like all of this is my fault.” “Why are we even doing this? It’s obvious that we’re not meant to be together,” I said through tears. “That is not true. If walking away was that easy we would have both done that a long time ago,” he replied. There was no denying the truth in his words. I didn’t want to walk away and obviously he didn’t either. He walked me over to the bed and helped me get in. When I was settled, he got in behind me in a spooning position and started rubbing my stomach. “I want us to be together. Like officially, just you and me. I’m willing to do whatever I have to do to make that happen,” I said honestly. “You don’t have to do anything. I want the same thing. I love you too much to lose you,” he replied while holding me. That was the best news I’ve heard in a long time. I hated what I walked in on today, but I couldn’t judge him when I was the first one to stray. Right now, I didn’t care about Kayla or Jay. If he was willing to forget the past and move on then so was I. Only time would tell if we were making the right decision. In my heart, I truly believed that we were.