I put the razor to my skin and slice it across without thinking twice. I was getting better, until I remembered the reason I was doing this. And now I'm back to before. "KAT?! KATNISS! OPEN THE DOOR. KATNISS HOLLY EVERDEEN WE KNOW WHAT YOURE DOING!" Perrie shouts. "No you don't." I throw back. "Yeah we do. There's a puddle of blood on the floor." Jade says. "Shoot. Shoot. Shoot." I wip my wrist and come out. "I wasn't doing anything." I lie. "Then show us your wrist." Clove says. "Whatever." I take a seat on my bed and turn on the music.
In my memory, all the small things, like daggers in my mind
In my memory, while my head bleeds, the words I'll never find
That I always meant to say to you I can't
Cause you turned your face, and now I can't feel you anymore
Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face, hmm oh
In my memory, I was hurting, long before we met, oh
In my memory, there's still burning, fingerprints you left
And I'll always meant to say to you I can't
So just turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face
Each time I take you back
You bring one thousand cracks
And I accept them, like a fool oh
So now what's your excuse
What do we have to lose
Since I'm already losing you
So hard to face, that I can't feel you anymore
Hard to face, that I can't see you anymore
So walk away, until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away, and stay
Turn your face
Turn your face, and stay
Turn your face.
"AH! This music is so depressing." Finch says. I shoot her a 'seriously' look.
"You all can leave now." I say.
And so they walk put the door. Each before putting a supportive hand on my shoulder, and glancing back, but then following out.
Life is nothing.
Life is a nightmare.
It's so much harder to wake yourself from a nightmare when you are not sleeping.
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