☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

✨🌸 make a wish 🌸✨

3rd person

"Seungmin..."

"Seungmin..."

"Seungmin-ah..."

The boy opened his eyes slowly. 

It was dark. But the the stars and the moon were lightening up the darkness.

The sky was decorated with stars.

They were so distant and sometimes even cold but yet they're being the light in the darkness of midnight.

He realized he was almost lying on Hyunjins chest.

He blushed and sat back up.

Luckily, it was dark.

"You're freezing...wait a second" said Hyunjin who was taking off his hoodie.

Seungmin was still sleepy and to be honest he was tired but he wanted to stay with Hyunjin. He rubbed his eyes.

"Here, take it" Hyunjin helped him to put it on since he was even too sleepy to put it on by himself. It was quite big but enough to cover the boys slim figure.

Yeah, it was cold. A really cold night.

"But J-jinnie-"

"It's okay....I have your scarf" he smiled. 

"Sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep on you" apologized Seungmin.

"It was cute tho..."

He said it out loud. Again.

"u-uh-"

"Thank y-you"

Sitting there and watching the stars was something Seungmin had never done before. He truly enjoyed it. Especially since Hyunjin's with him. It makes him happy.

"Jinnie! Look! There's a shooting star!" 

"Woah! I saw it!"

"Make a wish!"

"Hah...I don't know..."

"C'mon! I make a wish too!"

"You think it works?"

"Of course I do! And you should too!"

"Fine....then..."

He closed his eyes, thinking deep....what his heart desires...a wish out of his heart.

Those last days were incredible.

But they were nearing the end.

The end of a such beautiful relationship.

A strong bond.

Trust.

Safeness.

Happiness.

This feeling...that someone is waiting for you....someone who is tying your tie perfectly every single day....someone who greets you every morning with the most beautiful smile you have ever seen...someone who brings you food because he cares....someone whose touch is so gentle/smooth and soft that you get addicted to it once you've felt it...someone who makes your day ten thousand times better than if he wouldn't be there...someone who waits for you to spend time with him after school...his puppy eyes...his cute cheeks...his excitement whenever he sees you...

This feeling.

He was fond of the feeling.

"I want him to stay with me"

But he knew he wouldn't.

Because since the day they had hugged for the first time...

Both of them had realized that they don't have a chance...

Because fate wouldn't let them have one.

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It was 1 am.

The raven haired stood up.

Seungmin had fallen asleep.

He saw how much tired the younger had been but even though he was...Hyunjin saw that he tried his best to stay awake.

He carefully picked the younger up as if he'd be a glass doll which you should carry carefully around otherwise it would break.

Well, what he didn't know was that he was broken.

A part of Seungmin was broken.

But because of Hyunjin he was able to fix it. Not everything but happiness filled his heart.

He was such lightweight. Not to offense him or so but Hyunjin was worried?

Hyunjin carried him home as he didn't want the younger to wake up.

He was looking so peaceful and Hyunjin couldn't help but stare. He was a true beauty. And he was stunned that he only realized it now....how beautiful the younger actually was...his skin smooth and flawless...his lashes long...cheeks a bit flushed just as always but today a bit more since it was cold.

"He's a treasure...."

The fact, having to leave the boy made his heart heavy and sad.

He rang the doorbell.

Mrs. Cho opened the door. Her hair tied up into a bun and she was already wearing a nightgown.

"Oh! Hyunjin dear!" she said quietly as she saw Seungmin in his arms. "Come in! Come in!"

The boy stepped inside and carried the younger to his bed, laying him carefully down.

"Goodness I was so worried!" whispered the old lady. "Do you want anything to drink? Maybe some tea?"

Hyunjin nodded. She left to make some tea in the kitchen.

His heart was feeling heavy. Too heavy to carry.

"Would you be able to carry it, Seungmin?" he whispered and stroked one of the other boys hair strand.

"Out of all people...you carried it the best...but I believe that it'll break any time...any minute...any second..."

"If I could only tell you the way I feel about you...but I can't...because you deserve someone better...someone else...someone who can love you as much as you love me"

He felt like bursting into tears.

But he hid it.

Still, a few tears managed to leave his eyes dropping on the hard floor. He wiped them away, hearing Mrs. Cho call him. 

Then, he left the room.

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💫a/n:💫

Part two of this chapter is on its wayyyy  ✌🏼❤️

➢ Mae 💜