3rd person
11 am
Hyunjin woke up by the rays of sunshine, shining through his curtains.
His head was aching badly, so was his neck and hurting.
"Sh#t...what happened?"
He looked around his room.
No one was there.
He took his phone.
"Sh#t...11 am? I'm late for school..." he said.
He stood up but almost falling down due to his bad state.
"Sh#t" he cursed.
He was the last 2 days drinking and partying at a bar.
Was he feeling any better?
No.
He was so f#cked up.
"Why can't I stop thinking about him..?"
"Why does it hurt so much?"
"He doesn't want to help me....he doesn't care about me...."
HIs eyes teared up just by the thought of it.
Seungmin was the only one that had cared about him like no one else....well, there were his friends but the younger cared in a different way.
And Hyunjin felt so lonely without it.
So, so empty.
He dropped on his knees, crying again.
He cried every night because he knew that drinking away his problems wouldn't help in any way.
He sobbed.
He missed him so much.
His little sunshine.
He can't even imagine him in someone else's hands.
He belongs into his hands.
His embrace.
His heart.
"I miss him so m...much..." he cried.
"Why am I such an a######?"
"He'll never forgive me..."
He tried to stand up but failed, he was so weak, so broken.
He wanted someone to hold him.
Seungmin should hold him.
"This is all my fault...."
After a few times he managed to get up normally, heading to the kitchen where he found a note.
Hey there!
Hope you slept well....there's some soup on the table from my Mom. Eat it....we called the school and told them you won't be coming today so don't worry. Last night you had a rough night and we're looking forward to talk with you about it ;)
But first, take a break.
You're buddies
- Changbin and Minho
Hyunjin sighed as more tears spilled.
Once again he was a burden to them....he caused again trouble.
He was lucky to have such good friends.
He had done so much sh#t those last days.
He couldn't even believe they cared about him.
YOU ARE READING
☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓
Fanfiction"Why do you hate me so much?" "Why do you even care?" In which the schools bad boy Hwang Hyunjin encounters a softie called Seungmin. Started: 3/08/20 Ended: 9/12/20 Rankings: #1Seungjin - 12/11/20 #1Hyunmin - 15/11/20 #2Hyunmin - 13/11/20
