I sobbed for hours in Eleanors room. And she hugged me tight and rocked me. That always helps me when I'm having a panic attack. Eleanors good like that. She always knows when I need her and when I need to be comforted.
Me and Eleanor fell asleep at around midnight and I was dreaming peacefully about me and Louis on a romantic date at the theme park.
Then suddenly I felt someone tapping my shoulder. I jumped and said 'El?' I assumed it was her as she often got up in the night. But I could hear her snoring next to me. I panicked and snapped on the bedside lamp. It wasn't very bright but I could roughly make out a face.
'Hey, um I'm sorry about what happened earlier. I just sort of flipped out, you know.' I knew it was Louis because of his strong Doncaster accent.
I didn't know what he meant by 'flipped out' but I wanted to make him feel better so I replied 'Yeh, it's fine don't worry about it.' I turned over in hope he'd go away because I could hardly breathe. He was talking to me!
He sat down on the bed next to me. 'Just one more thing before I go.'
I lay there frozen. He was sat next to me! Practically touching me!
He adjusted his sitting position and then asked. 'Why were you shaking earlier when I shouted. And you kept falling from side to side like you were dizzy or something.'I don't want to tell him the truth, no not yet. 'Oh, that. Yeh um I had a bit of a headache that's all.' I replied but I could hear the tremble in my voice. And I went high pitched. I do that when I'm lying.
'Pahaha, none existent headaches are cool, I use them when I want to stay off school.' Louis replies, being cheeky as always.
'Oi, it was real i swear.' I said. I could feel my hands shaking so I clenched them by my sides.
'Oh really.' Louis said and he reached his arm out towards me and began to tickle me. He knew exactly where I hated being tickled most. My neck. He tickled and tickled until I gave in. Well not really because I told another lie.
'Ok, ok,' I said through heaps of laughter ' I was just a bit scared when you flipped out,ok?'Louis sighed 'Yeh, well I've apologised' he said an Walked out the room. He sounded a bit angry but I let it go because he was nice to me for once.
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Those ocean eyes | louis Tomlinson fanfiction |
Fanfiction16 year old, Bailey has fallen in love with her best friends brother, 17 year old Louis Tomlinson. But will her Mental Illness get the better of her or will Louis save her? Read on to find out more ⚠️No Smut⚠️