𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫; mattia polibio

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january 12 2021

school had just ended and i was walking to my car, i opened my door and it was closed immediately. i turned around and saw julia.

julia: i'm sorry mia, i don't know what got into me and i just took all my anger out on you and i really love you and i really don't wanna lose you cause i love you. you mean-
mia: it's okay
julia: it's not, i confided in the boys before you and i'm such a hor-
mia: it's okay julia

i hugged julia and she sobbed on my shoulder, i hate seeing her in pain like this. she's going through something i can't even imagine but if she couldn't talk to me, i can't blame her. i'm really stupid for even getting mad at her.

julia: i'm sorry
mia: and so am i, i got so mad at you before thinking and i'm so sorry
julia: i love you mia
mia: i love you julia

she hugged me and went to her car, i started driving home and ale's birthday was in two days. my eyes widened and i haven't even gotten him a gift, i'll take care of that later and if not, he can wait an extra day for his gift. i parked my car and got inside, it feels nice coming home to a big house and nobody else living here. it gets quiet VERY often which scares me but i have to get used to it.

my phone buzzed and it was the group chat, why is that even the name?

code get hector and mia together 😼

short king 🤩
y'all dating yet

hector 🦋
no
mia

me
yes

hector 🦋
what's my contact name

me
hector 🦋

hector 🦋
change it

me
to

hector 🦋
hector 🤍

me
k
done

hector 🤍
thanks

me
what's mine

hector 🤍
mia 🦋

me
bruh- ok

daddy 🧠
y'all going on a date orr

me
hangout on friday as hector would say

wifey 🤱
U AND JULIA FRIENDS

daddy 🧠
made up at the end of the day

wifey 🤱
FINALLY

me
🙄🙄🙄

short king 🤩
so what are the plans

hector 🤍
spending after school in toronto

me
jane and finch 😍

bestie samy 😝
why am i here

me
LEAVE
ONLY CLASS OF 2021

bestie samy 😝
not like i wanted to interact with u

bestie samy 😝 has left the group chat!

me
i-
rude

border hopper 😼
not u kicking out samy :(

me
GET OUT MAR