𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫; mattia polibio

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june 12 2021

today me, alessya and julia are dedicating june 12 a day to ourselves since we needed some self care. a day of manicures and pedicures and shopping, this reminds me of when we did it in the summer. when i didn't have that much of a toxic boyfriend. kidding 😅

i put on a white top, grey biker shorts and chicago 1s. i grabbed my keys and drove to alessya's to pick her up, mainly cause it's been two weeks since i've seen diego and eileen.

mia: open up bitch
alessya: yes i'm here
mia: move, where's the twins

i walked inside and saw the twins in their crib asleep, they are literally the cutest babies i've ever seen. i walked away and went to my car, alessya got in and the next stop was julia's house.

alessya: i didn't see you wednesday
mia: oh i was tired
alessya: well, your soccer championship is next week and so is julia's birthday and so is your four month anniversary with hector
mia: i'm excited for that, lately we haven't been that good but we were texting yesterday and facetimed the whole day
alessya: you guys are the cutest
mia: ugh i love him so much
alessya: do you ever think he'd cheat
mia: no, i know he loves me and wouldn't hurt me

i stopped in front of julia's house and honked, she came running out and got in the car.

julia: so what are we doing
mia: mall then spa
alessya: then sleepover at yours
mia: yup

i continued driving to the mall as we talked about our relationships so far. me and hector have talked about lauren and he dropped her since she's been a bit too close with him. i know he likes her as a friend but she literally doesn't know what boundaries are, now me and hector are stronger than ever. i parked the car and we walked in the mall, immediately heading for lush.

mia: i need a new lip scrub
julia: i need more face masks
alessya: i need more bath bombs for the kids
mia: how's the apartment search going
alessya: well, we're getting a house instead
julia: wow, how's that going
alessya: we found one that has 3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms, it's beautiful
julia: well it's good since the family is small
alessya: two is enough for me but if not, i'm always ready for fun time
mia: none of that talk
julia: how are you and hector
mia: he dropped lauren since she was getting too close with him so that's that and we're perfect together. i guess i was just overreacting
julia: you'll be okay
alessya: why didn't you ask any of us for advice
mia: i assumed you guys were tired so i didn't wanna bother
alessya: so you ask mar
mia: why, what's wrong with mar
alessya: nothing, i was just expecting one of us
mia: oh, sorry
julia: it's not a big deal, they're friends alessya
alessya: with my ex
mia: it's not like we're doing anything
alessya: whatever

girl- what is her problem? i grabbed two lip scrubs and a few face masks, i went over to the cashier and waited outside for alessya and julia to pay. i sat down on one of the couches and took out my phone, was it wrong of me to call mar over? i mean, we're just friends and i will forever respect what alessya and mar had, even if me and her are no longer friends but what did i do wrong? i overthink a lot so now i'm just confused as to why she made it a big deal.

julia: garage, foot locker, food, aritzia, roots, ovo or zara
alessya: food, i'm starving
julia: k let's go

we continued walking to the food court after taking pictures with supporters, i hate calling them fans, it just doesn't sit right with me. i waited in line at new york fries while julia and alessya waited at taco bell. i ordered a medium poutine with a medium sprite, i sat down and grabbed my phone. i looked over at alessya and julia and frowned slightly, i often felt left out cause they were the perfect duo. it didn't bother me as much as before but now, it's just hitting too hard.