A Broken Bond(Raven branwen x male reader)

Hey there

Hey guys it's me I know it's been awhile and I know some of you guys want me to really update this book and your gonna be disappointed to see it's not a chapter and I'm sorry for that but I'm just gonna be front and honest with you guys when I come to this story I think two things I think what happened to this story
And the second thing is I can't think of where
To go from here
This story started off really strong I was very passionate about this story I loved it like it was my own child but the more and more it went on it just felt like it wasn't what I dreamed of or had in rough draft and that's my fault I let it get to that point I let people who will go unnamed choose how my story went and I Listened to them too much I tried making them happy forgetting it's my story and I choose what I want for it so I'm sorry I let it get to that point and I know most of you don't care and that's because I already update any of my stories anymore and it's like YouTube you don't do it constantly you fall off which is pretty much happened to me but it's fine i understand but I realize I stopped doing it so much is cause it feels forced when I try to write update any of them like I'm just doing it to doing it not because I wanna keep updating story's for you guys or make/finish an amazing story
I don't wanna make a sorry for you guys and it not being genuine and not forced cause it just feels like a job when it's forced but I don't want it to be like that I want to be something I love again
I wanna be the person to inspire people to write their own stories
I wanna be connected with my readers again
I wanna be staying up late working on a chapter for you guys again
I missing getting the feedback
I missing making brainstorming for a story or a chapter
I miss it all
And honestly I don't know what to do like I have good people in life now who tell me I should start writing again and wanna support me doing it again
And I won't even lie to you guys I thought of quitting this or giving away my stories to someone else
I thought if giving it all up
But I've seen usually happens when you do that and it's usually not good
So I couldn't do it
I didn't want too
So I wanna try to come back
And I already know I said that multiple times and I didn't
But I wanna really try too this time
I know I just need some motivation
And I will find it and I will be back to myself
But I just wanna thank all the people who stuck with me for this long and put up with bullshit
Thank you so much
I promise I'll try to come back and I'm not gonna say soon or anything but I'll try too
Thank you guys so much and I love you all so much(no homo)
Sorry added the no honk for fun but seriously I'm great full for you guys being here
And as always try to stay positive out there
Much love to you all
Peace out