𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᶠᵒᵘʳᵗᵉᵉⁿ

warning - mention of suicide.
⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

k gonna simp here for a second-
awhhh omg he cuddle wiff meeee 😊
mhm, yes currently simping. don't tell him that though. please.
simping from a distance, because i know by tomorrow i'll wanna be decking him in his throat.
that same morning, anthony came upto me while i was switching my things at my locker.
"hey noen!" he smiled. "good morning anthony." i said, closing my locker. 
"how's everything going so far?" he asked. 
"pretty good actually, i missed breakfast but thats what we have the vending machine for." i chuckled. "ah yes, gummy worms for breakfast." anthony said.
we both laughed quietly.
we started heading off to our first period class, seeing chase standing in front of the door.
"hi cuddle bunny." i said, teasingly. "hey babycakes." 
"are you guys like a thing now?" anthony asked.
"no. just kinda warming upto each other." i said. 
"cool." anthony said. 
chase ended up moving to sit with jaden and griffin, leaving me and anthony alone. 
we talked for a few minutes before the teacher started class, with silence of the students taking over.
after every annoying explanation she gave, the teacher finally let us go to do the work on our own.
the utter silence of everyone in the room now filled the room.
i felt a gently poking at my shoulder, so i quickly looked over to the side seeing anthony poking me with his pen.
"sorry. just wanted to ask you something." he whispered.
"what's up?" i asked.
"i was wondering if you maybe wanted to sneak out sometime after classes and maybe just hang out in the town?.. maybe-" he asked.
"are you asking me out on a date?" i asked.
"just a little." he smiled.
"well then i'd love to." i said.
see, now this i can warm upto.
he kindly asked me if i wanted to hang out, that was much more comforting and respectful then what chase has ever done.
and i'm not gonna let that little kiss get in the way of trying things with anthony.
i know chase isn't gong to like it but hey, he as me first.
besides, anthony hasn't attempted in two years and from what i see he's happy.
who knows, maybe he'll get even better with a relationship.
what's chase gonna do? its not like he's his keeper. he can't control what he does. 
i know anthony is a nice guy, and i know i can trust him. i just feel like chase is gonna be a problem.
he needs to let anthony have some freedom. 
your his best friend, not his parent.
maybe this little date will be fun. 
if anthony and i do hit it off maybe chase will stop trying to get me to sleep with him.
its not gonna happen, i'm not gonna fuck him. he is not getting in my bed.
well.
he was already in my bed.
but you know what i mean!!
i hope he likes having a second roommate, because if me and anthony do start dating he and i we'll be cuddling every night to sleep.
then i wouldn't need chase to cuddle with me. 

⊰ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚎'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱
i don't know what the kid was saying to anthony that made him so smiley, but it needs to stop.
anthony only smiles like that when he really likes the person he's with, and he better not be crushing on that freak.
noen is not going to date anthony, i won't let it happen. anthony needs a real guy, not a cute little femboy. 
unless that's what he's into.
but no.
he doesn't need that.
i don't know what's going on, but i'm gonna find out.
and whatever is happening, is not gonna slide.