𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʷᵉⁿᵗʸ⁻ᵉⁱᵍʰᵗ

⊰ 𝙰𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚢'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

alright, it's time to yell at anthony.
i cheated on noen.
with jaden.
dumb move, i know.
but jaden is... everything.
i love noen, but i guess i'm starting to have feelings for jaden.
or maybe i don't love noen and i'm trying to convince myself i do because i don't want to hurt him.
i know chase is afraid of him hurting me now i'm gonna hurt him.
and everyone is going to be so disappointed.
i should've listen to him that night when he told me dating was a good idea right now.
i mean, i didn't know that this was going to happen last summer but oh dear.
what am i going to do?
noen's going to be heartbroken.
and i don't want to lie to him anymore.
in all honesty, jaden and i have been sleeping together on the low even before him and i started dating.
since last year to be exact.
jaden was really upset when he found out i'd be dating noen.
i honestly didn't think jaden had feelings for me but when he admitted them it was too late.
what's my last option?
sabotage.
if i set something up, noen can catch me in the act and dump me!
wait no, then we'll end on bad terms.
what the fuck am i going to do?
tell him the truth?
well, maybe he'll be understanding.
or maybe i can just talk him to about my feelings for jaden and let him down gently.
that might work!
in fact, i'll go to talk to him now!
when i got to the room, i opened the door to see noen on chase's lap.
he was giving him slow kisses, like the ones you take your time with so they feel amazing.
"chase?" i said.
noen gasped and pushed him off of chase.
"anthony its not what it looks like." he said.
"noen, i don't care that you cheated." i said.
"you don't?.." he asked.
"no. i'm just disappointed that my best friend chose my boyfriend over anybody he could had." i said.
"anthony, i didn't choose him okay? i don't want him, we were just messing around. noen is just a friend that i happen to have sex with." chase said.
"exactly. you decided fucking around with my boy was a good idea." i said. "noen, i'm not mad at you because i was cheating on you myself with jaden. but chase, i am certainly disgusted by your actions." i said, leaving the room.

⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

hearing his words shattered my heart.
not anthony's, chase's.
was i really just a friend he liked having sex with? 
after anthony left the room, i looked at chase with tears in my eyes.
"what's wrong baby?" he asked.
"is it true? am i really just the guy you like to fuck?" i asked.
"noen-"
"no chase, answer the question. am i really just your fuck buddy?"
"yes noen. you are. your with anthony, you don't not belong to me and you never will. we just mess around here and there." 
ouch.
"chase."
"yes?"
"i thought we had something."
"baby-"
"don't baby me. i really thought we had something."
"noen please-"
"i thought i could love you but i was wrong." i said, getting up and going after anthony.
i ended up talking things out with him and decided to just be friends.
but if i'm being honest, chase isn't just some kid that pipes me.
i feel something for him.
i can't tell whether it love or not, but theres something there that puts a smile on my face when i think about it.
its a feeling in my gut. but that could just be the cum he left floating inside me.
but of course, now that i know how he truly feels i don't know if i should keep that gut feeling with me anymore.