𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʷᵉⁿᵗʸ⁻ᵗʷᵒ

⊰ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚎'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

don't ask if i care, because no. i don't care if he's hurt.
i was honest, and i was right. i have nothing else to say.
the rest of that week was odd.
it started with noen sitting by himself at lunch. 
he ended up leaving the table to sit alone in the back by himself until anthony got up and left.
on Tuesday, anthony and noen sat together at the same table until jaden decided to go off and sit with them after hitting the lunch line.
"that's weird, jaden's not sitting with us." i said. 
"mhm." josh hummed. 
silence from the others. 
Wednesday, the three sat together with josh and bryce moving too.
they were all leaving?
noen.
he's taking my entire friend group-
Thursday, i sat with kio, blake, and griffin.
it was utter silence.
i watched through the corner of my eye as kio motioned to noen's table. 
griffin nodded and they both got up, but i was quick to stop them.
"hey, where are you guys going?" i asked.
"we kinda wanna go sit with noen and our friends.." griffin said.
"wait, why? i'm your friend, sit with me." i said.
"well you were r-really mean t-to him on friday.." kio said.
silence.
"you think i'm lying?" i asked. "you believe him when he tells you i''m a liar?" 
"well-" kio started.
"of course not-" griffin said.
"we just-" kio said.
"okay yeah. we believe him." griffin said.
"but i'm not lying, please don't leave." i said. "i'm not a liar, i'm telling you guys the truth." 
"chase, we're just gonna head off." griffin said.
"no, i'm not a liar griffin. griffin? griffin why don't you believe me? kio? kio please? guys? why don't you believe me?!" i asked, watching them walk off. 
"see ya around." kio said. 
i turned around and face the table seeing blake still sitting.
"must suck having every one of your friends ghost you because you told the truth. i mean, yeah you were mean about it but that's just your tone of voice." he said.
"yeah. it sucks. a lot." i said.
"hey, but i believe you. i know your not lying, and i'm not gonna leave. i know we aren't friends like we used to be but i'm not gonna let you loose your dignity." he said.
"yeah no, fuck you. if anything your going to ditch me just like the rest. or even worse, bring out the devil in me and embarrass me in front of everyone." i said. 
"well i could that and just because you mentioned it i might. but are you sure don't wanna put this shit behind us and be friends with ol, blakey blake again?" he asked. 
"after what you just said to me, i'm positive." i said. 
"your loss. blakey blake got some big d and we know your switch so i guess we could've made up and show noen what he's missing but whatever. your loss." he said. 
"gross. but you know, i rather you flirt with me then my sister." i said. 
"speaking of your sister, you should gimme those digits. been needing to get my dick wet lately. think you can bring her up?" he said.
"oh, good ol blake flakes getting back with his disgusting remarks. i wanna kill you." i said.
"as you should." he said. 
"you make me sick." i said.
"same." he smiled.
Friday, i sat down at our lunch table all alone.
i saw blake come by with a smile on his face before he sat.
"what?" i asked.
"i figured you'd want company." he said.
"not yours." i said.
"well, if you don't want me here i'll be on my way to sit with our- my friends." he said.
"get lost." i said. 
he shrugged and got up and started walking off.
i turned my head and watched, seeing him sit with the others.
it made me sad. 
they were all talking and joking around together, without.
did i really fuck up that bad? did they really choose him over me? 
he lied to them, and they believed it.
they really hate me.
i turned over as i felt my eyes well up in tears.
my best friends have gone and turned on me because they were lied to.
i tried to wipe the tears away and stop crying but i couldn't.
i was angry.
i was hurt.
i wanted to kill someone, and break something, and just ruin someones life but-
but i just couldn't.
all i could do was sit and cry like a helpless little baby in need of some love.
if i'm being honest, all i want is my sister right about now.