Hailey POV:
I don't think I can ever get over losing Harrison. Jay and I went through so much with the pregnancy. Jay mourned a lot better than I did. I can't stand to go into the nursery unless it's at night. Harper sleeps in Jay and I's room where I know she's safe. Today, Adam and Kim came over with Noah to meet Harper. They came almost at the right time- I was almost done nursing Harper when they walked in.
Kim: Hey, Hailey.
Hailey: Kim, I'm glad you came.
Noah runs up me to and gives me a big hug.
Kim: Noah, watch out for Harper.
Hailey: He's fine. She's almost done.
Kim: How have you been?
Hailey: I've been okay. It's Jay I'm worried about. He wants to throw out all of Harrison's stuff. I don't think he's mourn Harrison. I think he's trying to pretend like he never existed.
Kim: It's hard on both of you. That just might be how he mourns.
Hailey: Could be. I just can't throw his stuff. He's our son. We are still his parents. But, I don't know how much longer I look at his stuff in the nursery.
Kim: You will always be his mother. You will eventually know what to do with his stuff. It just takes time. Have you visited him since the funeral?
Hailey: No, I haven't. I've been at home with Harper everyday. I haven't been outside since we brought home Harper.
Kim: Hailey. I think if you visit Harrison, you might feel a little better.
Noah: Mommy, I'm thirsty.
Kim: Okay, go get Adam to get your water.
Noah runs to the kitchen.
Hailey: How is Adam? He doing alright with Sara leaving for good.
Kim: How did you know about that?
Hailey: She visited Harper before she left.
Kim: Oh, well, he taking it okay. I just don't know how we are going to explain it to Noah when he's older. How do I tell a child that his biological mother doesn't care about him and left? I know she's your sister, but-
Hailey: You're good. We aren't close at all. She never did care about Noah. It's probably for the best she left. It's not like Noah has one less parent.
Kim: True.
Adam comes to the living room.
Adam: Noah is calling me Adam now.
Kim and I laugh.
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