this past one month hasn't been the easiest. it took me a lot of guts and a ton of nagging from both haeun and sujin for me to own up to mr choi about my injury.
he was disappointed, of course. i felt extremely guilty seeing his expression when i walked towards him in clutches, he literally thought i was playing a prank on him.
mr choi had been my track-and-field coach for ages, he was like a father i never had. i didn't mean to disappoint him, but i didn't have a choice.
jimin found out about my competition and came to me one day during school hours and literally begged me to forgive him. but i told him i never blamed him, and i was telling the truth.
and no, i never confessed to him how i felt about him. i meant what i said in the hospital, i was and am over him and i'm just glad this didn't really ruin our friendship.
after the incident, and after he apologised to me, we started avoiding each other. i didn't really know why but, we still speak from time to time, but it's awkward and just not the same anymore.
