SURREAL_FF✔

SURREAL_Don't leave me

I sobbed while I was grabbing Jungkook's hand and I don't actually know what am I going to do, I don't know where to go, "Why the heck did you gave her that knife?!" I shouted at him, as we stopped in the corridor inside the school, I didn't know that were already here, the place was dark, lights were flickering, and now I am facing Jungkook who was totally insane right now, 

I am so mad at him, I wanted to shout at him, and I already does, however, he didn't even faze even a bit? what the fuck is he? It is only the both of us in the place, I left my friends there, Chaeyoung, Jisoo, and Jennie who was dead. 

Fuck my life!! why is this happening to me?

He still not answering me, "why- why didn't you stop Jennie?" I kneeled down and sobbed. "Its her fate" he muttered, I looked up at him in disbelief, "fate? what kind of fate is that? she died and- and I couldn't even do anything to save her" I grimaced.

"You don't understand a single thing, Lalisa!" I got confused on how did he know my real name, but probably, my friends mentioned it, but that's not important now, I want answers and solutions on how and why is this happening to me, 

did ever someone played with me, Did someone cursed me? what the heck!! and even if there is someone, why?- I badly wanted to fix this all but how?

"you're right, I don't fucking understand a single thing!! Maybe, maybe if I just die along with them, then I wouldn't have any problem now" I spoke, I am looking down however, I can feel Jungkook's stare on me, "you don't really get it? didn't you heard what Jennie said a while ago?" I look up at him as he said those things

You have to bare with it, that's what Jennie said, But I don't get it, why? 

"Exactly, you need to bare with this, and get to use in this kinds of situation" he started and I didn't utter any single word but continued listening to him, is he a mind reader or something?

"Didn't you get it? every time they are all with you, every time you are around them, something bad will happen to them" he muttered again making me widen my eyes

I mean, what is he saying? it doesn't make any sense!

"Jennie, she wouldn't die if you didn't give her the knife!" I shouted, but I frowned after hearing his annoying chuckle, what is so funny?

"Even if I won't give her the knife, she will still die," he paused, but when he continued, I feel like my world broke, "and that's all because of you!" he added, "its your fault Lisa" he continued,

My fault? my fault? really? I didn't do anything, I I don't even know why is this happening but why is he blaming me? is he insane? he's totally losing his mind.

I burst into tears thinking, trying to process everything in my mind, wanting to find solution, trying to avoid this strange an terrifying world, but my mind couldn't process, it was blank, and all I could think is those scenes where they actually died, it overtakes my mind, and its making me cry

I sobbed, "what am I going to do?" I asked myself, and I found myself kneeling on the floor, I was taken aback when he knelt down and reached for for my cheek, making me look at him, 

"Its all gonna be alright okay!" he caressed my cheek, his hand is warm, giving me some comfort, even though we are really not that fond and close to each other, and I will still consider him as a stranger, but somehow, I feel like I am safe with him,

I couldn't do it myself and probably I needed his help, but why and how does he know all of this when clearly, he just appeared on my sight along my friends, Isn't he supposed to be terrified too as well as my friends? but why does he seems unbothered by it?

"You and me, we can and will escape this okay? I will help you!" he spoke in his calm voice,

"You, you will help me? you will runaway with me? but, but what if you will die? just like them. I- I can't do it alone, please, please help me! don't leave me please!!" I held his hand and cried, I pleaded, 

He was looking at me, "I won't leave you, Lisa, I promise" He smiled showing off his bunny teeth.

Well at least, at least now I am not alone,

He won't leave me, he promised,

How I wish I can escape this