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CHAPTER 04: LOVE

Y/n's POV
Love....many have felt it but only few got lucky because majority only cried because of it

The reason why everyone is afraid to trust and be comfortable with someone is because they might fall in love...it's the craziest yet most memorable time in your life

But it's also the darkest...if you got lucky on the person you pick to love then...congratulations but if not you'll probably just end up be misserable as you cry for two years

Plus...the part wherein it's like a thunder it will most likely be able to hit you rather you winning the lottery

The worst part is once it hits you...you can never ignore the feeling, the sting of your heart whenever he/she is with someone else and how your heart thumps like it's about to burst out of your chest whenever you see that specific person.

I look out my bedroom window and sat infront of it looking at the night sky...it was currently raining like crazy and was really cold

I was busy admiring the sky when my phone rang...someone was calling

I picked up my phone and answered the call without looking at the caller id.

Jennie's POV
It's really cold tonight....when weather like this comes don't you want to just like be next to someone special to you and hug them tight

Feeling the warmth of each other while cuddling is probably the best things in life especially when the one you're cuddling is the person you love

But for a busy girl like me? a relationship is the last thing i'll be needing or wishing for...I'm a person that likes to work a lot

And being that kind of a person I want someone who can understand that and accept it...but most importantly I want someone who can protect me and be loyal to me

I'm not asking too much...just a respectful, loyal and undeestandable lover with be alright and you would be the best one to marry.

"Hey...." I look behind me and saw Hanbin, I smiled and made him sit next to me "Mino called me and ask to check on you, are you alright?"

Hanbin is my brother he was always there for me besides Mino whenever I feel down "Yeah...just stressed out I guess" he squinted my eyes

That was the only he needed to do to let me know that he wasn't believing me "Fine. I kinda wonder what it feels like to fall in love and be with that person forever" he nodded as he caress my back

"First, there's no such thing as long lasting love well for our generation and second you never want to feel the emotion called love"

I was confused...many people said it was fun to fall in love and feels like that person completes you "How? I don't get it"

"Look to fall in love means to get hurt, to be broken, to cry and to be cheated on"

"There's no such thing as perfect love Jennie....every each one of us needs to hurt more than once before we truly find the one" he stood up and put his hands inside his pockets.

"I guess I'm not that familiar with love"