He's A Nerd||JenniexM!Reader

CHAPTER 35

LISA'S POV
"UWAAAAAAH!"

"Shhhhh...it's the middle of the night Lisa keep your voice down" I pouted and sat at my bed "Hey Unnie...when are we going to buy decorations for the house?" Jennie Unnie sat at her bed facing me while she thought of my question

"Tomorrow? although we have classes tomorrow"

"What about this weekend? I heard Y/n-Oppa is going to be discharged by then" she looked at me before agreeing "Let's go tell the---"

"Too late...we already eavesdrop" Chaeng said entering our room together with Jisoo Unnie

"You know eavesdropping is rude right?"

"Not when its common to us four"Jisoo Unnie said as all of us laugh "The boys are inviting us to go with them tomorrow after school to visit Y/n again...you guys wanna come?"

"Yeah sure" I answered

"Jen? are you coming?"

"Yeah it would be nice to check on him once in awhile" they nodded and after some time of talking about our day today we decided to turn the lights off

Chaeng and Jisoo Unnie went back to their rooms as me and Lisa lay on our beds "Unnie? are you really alright?" I was facing the wall so technically Lisa is talking to my back

"Yeah...why did you suddenly ask that?"

Lie #1

"Well you've been kinda off lately especially when we visited you at the office..."

"I'm alright Lis...nothing to worrt"

Lie #2

"How did the talk between you and Y/n Oppa go Unnie?"

"It was great...so great"

"Did you confess?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"I don't know"

Lie #3

"I'll sleep now" I hummed in response to her

I made three lies in a row tonight...first the truth is I'm not alright. Second, I don't know how to explain but sad isn't really the word for me right now and third...I know the reason why I couldn't confess

It's the fact the Y/n already knows who I am from his past...and that I can't let go of the fact that a nerd once hurt me before

I know that the past should be forgotten especially when they just hurt you whenever you reminise it but I can't help it

I keep dreaming about it. I keep hearing that guy's voice...I keep remembering how he used me

How he decided to play with me...all along I didn't want to associate with badboys in campus because I know they won't do good

I started hanging out with normal poeple those who weren't famous because I know that way I can also be normal

But I still somehow catch people's eyes whenever I walk...still get so many confessions

I didn't accept all of them...but there was one exception

The nerd I met that day...he was so different from all of the guys that was in campus making me interested in him

Quiet...and reserved not to mention his smart

I started dating him...sure a lot of students were teasing me for dating a nerd but it was the least of my care...popularity isn't everthing for me