patterns of all types, randomly meticulous, roams in swirls,
contrary yet aligned, astray in an emplaced way, shining as pearls,
a tendency to relate, an aching, a strong connection,
wishing to see while blind, and a seer wants to join the fun,
an alluring but a hurtful confession of things yet to come,
is it future! no, a realization, only bestowed to some,
what to be said about it? a correct lapse in a judgment,
you wish it to be just momentary, no break, it's ambient,
dancing to and fro, like a pendulum, on this absurd wild tone,
bewitching yes, a madness in disguise of a bless! in pain; i moan,
a gift and a curse, I say! to see everything? I'll loose my mind,
having apophonia? with an endless suffering, i'm intertwined.
Author's note:
Hazel,
i understand the patterns in ur head, randomly deliberated, contrary yet aligned,a tendency to relate, a pain to relive, a moment of realization, to connect, a correct calculated lapse in judgement; leading to an infernal suffering of mind and soul,
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a forgotten note from diary: November 10, 2019
JE LEEST
Catastrophe
PoëzieSolace and peace those words unknown to me, Chaos in my existence thoughts and mind, I portray them through my words, On the brink of losing myself, Held by a thread with sanity, I am falling toward this Catastrophe...! ¤ I have blended the amalgama...
