The jerks / the roommate

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a/n- wear ear buds ...enjoy :)

1 week later
today is the day . im not ready to let go . were all currently standing out here in the cemetery .  the priest is talking and giving his prayers as im crying , my mom's family , friends, everyone is crying but my dad . soon it started pouring , everyone opened their umbrellas . derek and vallyk pulled me into a hug . i hugged them back and kept looking at the crate . i never imagined this day coming . it was now time to throw in the flowers . i threw mine in first , then my dad and everyone else . once it finished everyone started leaving .
dad- come on . it's time to go
y/n- i don't wanna go
i said
a/mely- give her time . we'll be in the car honey
she said and they all walked away
derek- y/n...
he said . i turned around and broke down . it's hard . i can't let go .
vallyk- cry . let it all out
he said as they rubbed my back .
derek- your mom was great .
he said and a couple tears slipped out from his eyes
vallyk- your mom's not gone . she's here with you . she'll always be
he said and tears slipped out of him too
y/n- im sorry . can i be alone
i said .
derek- we'll be in the car too
he said and they walked away . i watched as they got into the car . i turned around and fell to the ground . i sat next to the stone which has her name and everything...which is now her grave .  thunder struck , i flinched and continued crying .
y/n- why does this always happen to me . i miss you . i shouldn't have let you guys go on that trip . i- i need you , mom
i cried trying to hold myself together , but it was useless . i was just staring at the grave until i heard voices behind me . i got up , wiped my tears and turned around to see who it was . it was kairi but all the boys were with him . they all had flowers .
kairi- we heard what happened and decided to come
he said and put his hands out . i didn't say anything . i hugged him and hugged the rest of the boys but mattia .
mattia- i know you hate me . but you need it
he said and hugged me . i hugged back . i got chills , but felt safe .
roshuan- these are for you
alvaro- and these are for your mom
they said handing me flowers and putting the flowers next to the stone .

hours later
i stayed a little longer once the boys left .
dad- come on , we have to go home
he said with anger filling his voice
y/n- how come you didn't shed a tear
dad- i did , what are you talking about
he said as were walking back to the car
y/n- stop dad . i saw you . you haven't cried at all . what's going on .
dad- nothing . their's nothing going on
y/n- i know you and mom are divorced. i found the papers . why didn't you guys tell me
i said as we got into the car . he stayed silent
y/n- tell me please !
i said on the verge of crying
dad- i don't know . we fell outta love ! i- need to tell you something
y/n- ooh let me guess , you fell in love your stupid co worker stacy !
i yelled sarcastically
dad- y-yea
y/n- i was joking !
dad- well im not ! i did fall in love with stacy , she's moving in with us
y/n- what why ?! i don't want her moving in with us. mom just died and your already over her ?
dad- ive been over her . i don't care what you have to say . stacy's moving in with us
y/n- b-but da-
dad- no buts ! end of discussion
he said . i scoffed and looked out the window . the car ride was silent . could this day get any worse ? the car parked , i just looked at the house and got off . we were walking to the door when stacy opened it from the inside .
y/n- what the fuck is she doing here !
dad- she's moving in remember ?
y/n- of my fucking god !
i said fustrated . i walked inside not looking at them . i was walking up the stairs when i heard them talking .
stacy- give her time
she said . i walked into my room and closed the door . i plopped on my bed and screamed into my pillow causing me to cry . as i was balling my eyes out for the 100 th time , their was a knock on my door .
y/n- who is it
stacy- stacy . can i come in
she said . i rolled my eyes and got up . i opened the door , she entered and sat on my bed
stacy- i know you don't like me or want me here , but suck it in . your not a BABY !!
y/n- bitch my mom just died . yea i don't like you and don't want you here
stacy- well too bad . im going to be your stepmom wether you like it or not .
y/n- no thanks
stacy- me and your daddy will get married . my daughter will move in with us , and we'll have more kids
she grinned
y/n- i don't care . leave
stacy- don't talk to me like that you bitch !
y/n- i can talk to you how ever i want . now leave and just so you know you'll never replace my mom
i said pointing at the door . she rolled her eyes and grinned , she walked out the room . i groaned and screamed in my pillow again .

a/n- sorry this is a short chapter and i dunno if the song even goes with it buh 🤷🏽‍♀️ . i'll post more tomorrow goodnight babes 💘!