The jerks / the roommate

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i got into the car . i buckled my belt and sighed as i put my hands on the wheel . im gonna do it , im gonna leave and go to collage . i turned the car on and put it on reverse . once i made my way out the driveway , i rolled the window down and waved . i put the window back up and drove off . i stopped at a gas station and grabbed a couple snacks and drinks since the car ride is a bit long . i connected my phone to the aux and played my music .

4 hours later
i parked my car in the parking lot closest to the entrance . after 4 hours of driving non- stop , i opened the door and got off the car . my legs felt weak but the fresh air felt so good . i looked at the collage , my mouth slowly opened . it's big , really big . i grabbed my purse/bag and walked to the entrance . i opened the door and entered to see so many people . i went up to a desk and waited for the women to get off the phone .
???- sorry about that . name please
y/n- y/n torress
i said . she got into her computer and typed my name
???- ah yes , dorm  A72 . the very top level
y/n- thank you
i smiled . she gave me my key and a papers , which was my schedule and a map of the whole collage . i pulled my phone out of my pocket and walked in the elevator
y/n- hey are you guys here
i said as they answered the call
derek- i just got here
vallyk- im like 20 mins away and so is stephanie
y/n- okay , im already registered btw
i said and stepped out the elevator . after talking to them for a while , i hung up and kept looking for my dorm .
???- are you lost ?
y/n- oh um yea , im looking for dorm A72
julia- my names julia . it's at the end of that hall . my dorm's like 3 doors away from yours
she smiled
y/n- oh okay . maybe we can be friends . nice to meet you im y/n
julia- yea i'd love too . nice to meet you too
she smiled and walked with me  . we had a small conversation going on until she went into her dorm . she's really nice and so pretty .

that's julia ^

i put my key in the door knob and opened it . i entered and seen the right side all set up and everything . i looked over to the empty side . which is the left side , my side . i placed my bag down and sat on the bed . i looked around , it's not that small , their's a vanity , two beds , two closets and their's just one bathroom , guess me and my roomie will have to share . yay .
*incoming call from tik tokers ❤️"
roshuan- are you guys here yet
alejandro- im looking for my dorm A70
robert- aye me and ale are sharing a dorm
y/n- im A72
kairi- im A74
roshuan- im A74 too . that's great bruh
y/n- im pretty sure everyone else is gonna be in the A's
mattia- hey guys
robert- omg mattia !
alejandro- manz got his phone back
roshuan- we've missed you so much
mattia- ive missed you gu- ahh wtf
he yelled as my phone did that eco thing where two phone are close together
y/n- im gonna go outside real quick my phones making this sound
and with that opened the door to see mattia standing their
y/n- brb
mattia- same
he said and we both hung up . damn , it's either just me or mattia got a glow up . he looks hot asf tho .
y/n- oh fuck , your back
i laughed and hugged him . he hugged back then pulled away
mattia- um wow you look good , so were roomies
y/n- you look good too um , this is your dorm too
mattia- yea , i got here yesterday
y/n- come in
i said opening the door all the way
mattia- so how've you been .
y/n- ive been good . how was italy
mattia- it was ass at first but i got used to it
y/n- that's great . do you have a girlfriend or sum
mattia- i did , but we broke up because i was coming back . and she didn't feel like doing long distant so
y/n- oh im sorry
mattia- don't be , she was toxic anyways
he smiled and sat on his bed
y/n- what's up with you and toxic girls
i chuckled crossing my arms
mattia- i dunno
she said putting his hand on the back of his neck
and then it got quiet for a bit
y/n- im gonna get everything out the car i'll be back
mattia- let me go with you
y/n- okay
i smiled as he got up . we walked out the dorm and eventually got to the car .

after unpacking
once i finished unpacking my clothes and shoes . i began placing the things i bought on the drawers and tried making it look nice. i put my makeup stuff on the vanity and organized around . mattia wouldn't mind right , nah he wouldn't .
mattia- oh this looks nice
he said coming out from the bathroom
y/n- thanks
i said puting my empty luggages under my bed
mattia- i have to go visit my parents , but i wanted to give you this before i leave
he said giving me an envelope with my name on it
y/n- what is it
mattia- see for your self , bye
he smiled and left the room . i made my way to the vanity and sat down . i opened the envelope , took out the paper and began reading it .

dear y/n ,
you might be wondering why i wrote this , but it's because i want to apologize . yes i know ive tried apologizing so many times , and you don't want to forgive me . you've been through a lot . losing me , kai, and ale . me and the boys exposing you , you almost committing, your parents death , jenna and her friends exposing you , your such a strong person and that's something i admire . like i was saying , im extremely sorry for hurting you physically , mentally , and emotionally. i didn't realize your importance in my life but now i can realize, that's my fault . it was a big mistake when i decided to end our friendship and bully you . i would try and offer an  explanation but their are no uses for my excuses . my intentions here don't matter , but my poor choices do and i'll take full responsibility for my selfish actions and terrible pain , i've caused you . nothing i can say will reverse everything that happened these last 3-4 years , but i am really really sorry. i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me .
— sincerely , mattia

this is stephanie btw ^
a/n- i couldn't find a different song but this one . goodnight 😩