Insecurities (Dreamnotnap)

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Sapnap's pov

'A walk, yeah. A walk will get my mind off of everything. It'll help clear my mind.' I thought to myself as I started walking down the sidewalk. I didn't know where I was walking too, but I just wanted to get away from the internet. I didn't even bring my phone with me. I made it to a cross road, there were no cars in sight so I just walked across the road. I kept walking. Just going forward. It was around 3pm, since it was fall the sun was already almost setting. Walking at night won't be to bad. After a while I made it to a park, I turned around to see how long I've been walking for. I couldn't even see my house from where I was. I considered walking into the park but decided not to. I'm walking to at least get some kind of exercise. I need to anyways. I continued my walk, I didn't really want to stop anytime soon. I just wanted to keep walking for as long as possible. Maybe hopefully get lost. 'George and Dream are already such close friends, wouldn't matter if I've gone missing or lost, I'm just a third wheel anyways.' I thought to myself. My walking soon turned into speed walking. Envy started bubbling inside me. 'I wish I wasn't the third wheel. It's stupid. They're just destined to be best friends I guess. It's fine I guess. I don't need them to include me. I'll be fine I guess.' I thought, my hands balling into fists, my nails digging into the palms of my hands. I stopped walking, I realized that the sun had already setted. How did I not notice that? I sighed, it doesn't matter. I continued walking, the envy I was feeling before was gone. I noticed how quiet it was. It was peaceful, but also pretty eerie. I passed another park. This time I walked inside. I saw a bench and I walked over and sat on it, my legs hurt so it'd be good to take a break.

George's pov

Dream and I were currently panicking because Sapnap has been gone for three (almost four) hours. "Hang on, I'll try calling him." I said, quickly pulling out my phone. "Good idea." Dream said, a panicked tone in his voice. I dialed Sapnap's number. We could both hear his phone ringing from his room. "Fuck.." I muttered, hanging up. "Maybe we're overreacting? Maybe he just lost track of time? He'll probably be home any second now." Dream said, still kinda panicked. "Yeah, yeah. Maybe." I muttered. "But why wouldn't he bring his phone with him? He usually brings his phone with himself everywhere,, seems odd." I added. "He could've just forgotten. If he doesn't come back in like, let's say two hours, we'll go start looking for him. Alright?" Dream said. "Okay, okay." I said quietly.

Time skip (I'm sorry I don't have anything else to write :(( )

Dream and I were getting ready to go look for Sapnap. We waited four hours instead of two. Suddenly the front door opened. Sapnap walked inside. "Oh, hey Sapnap! George and I were just about to go look for you." Dream said. "How was your walk?" I asked. "It was good I guess." He muttered. "Aren't you cold? You've been out there for a while." Dream pointed out. "Oh nah I'm fine. I was pretty warm actually, I'm gonna head up to my room. I'm planning on going live on twitch again soon." Sapnap said. "Oh alright, hope you have fun." Dream said happily. "Thanks." Sapnap said, smiling slightly. I felt like a third wheel. He headed upstairs. "Well at least he's alright." Dream said, looking over at me. "Is he tho? I really think he's mad at me." I said quietly. "Oh c'mon, you haven't done anything wrong. Why would he be mad at you for no reason?" Dream questioned. "Good point. I don't think I've done anything wrong." I said. "Yeah, you're probably over thinking this." Dream said.

???'s pov

I was waiting for Sapnap to start the stream. The screen still only just showed "stream starting soon". He was taking a while, so I decided to send hate in the chat. Besides the insults quickly disappearing from all the other messages in the chat a few people noticed the hate. All of a sudden, the stream started. It showed Sapnap on the DreamSMP. "Hey guys, sorry for taking so long!" Sapnap said cheerfully. His webcam was on. "I'm gonna go troll everyone on the server, because why not." He continued. I sent a dono in, a bot read the dono out loud. "You're seriously live right now? Go get a life. Turn off your webcam nobody wants to see your face." I smiled. "Uh, well, jokes on you, you're giving me money so I could honesty care less about your hate." He said. I rolled my eyes. Maybe I should go log on to the smp later and go kill one of Sapnap's pets just to make his day a little worse.