☀︎︎☽☹︎Baby Don't Cut - Daichi☹︎☽☀︎︎

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this is in fact a song. Baby Don't Cut - B-Mike
TRIGGER WARNING: SVICID€,SH,BULLYING

"She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her,She hates school because the people there discredit her"

You came back to school again,regretting your decision to even wake up. You couldn't take three steps from your locker before getting told off again. Your only reply to them is either hums or 'I know.'

"Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems,But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem. He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day,She even tried to overdose and take her life away"

Your boyfriend,Daichi,knew about the fact and reminded you that he loves you and everything they say isn't true. One time you lost hope,so you tried to take your life. Of course,it failed.

"She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed,Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head. He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists"

After school,you sat by your bed feeling numb,again. Daichi had come home because practice had to be canceled. You didn't want him to know you were crying because you thought you were 'weak'. He knew though,you always had an energy around you that only he noticed.

"She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?" She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside He's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this? Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless." She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck." And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"

He never knew how long exactly this had went on and why,so he asked 'why?' first. You explained how this was 'your only outlet'. Then,he asked how long this had been going on. You chuckled,sending eery vibes all over the room. "I guess it's just my luck". Daichi started to try and comfort you,but needed you to not harm yourself.

"Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own. But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone. So, baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut,You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut. I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend. But baby don't cut, baby don't cut. You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut"

That's exactly what he told you. He tried and somewhat succeeded,the day after showed.

"The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before,Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor"

You thought about Daichi in school and smiled a little bit in the hallways. You hold your books close to your chest. Though,when you came to your class..

"But all that seemed to end: she dropped her books when she walked into class,And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh"

A student had sat by the door and tripped you for his and everyone's entertainment. You laid on the floor and cried. You left your books on the floor and ran to the bathroom. No one seemed to notice that you spent the whole day there. You went home before the last period was over.

"She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text. She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death." He thought nothing, typed "I love you", then he sent it By "death" he didn't know that she had literally just meant it"

You texted Daichi your last text before running to your house. It had said "You know,I love you with everything,my body and soul until death." Daichi didn't think about it much and sent "I love you too!"

"She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom. Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon. One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four. The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor

You slit your skin on your arms,legs,and wrists. You then got weak as your arm dropped to the side of the tub as it bled on the ground.

"Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated. He followed it right down to her house he never waited. The front door was open, he heard the water running. He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning"

Daichi went to text you about practice and if you were home until he thought about the text you sent again. He ran to your house and opens the door which was unlocked. He ran to your bathroom and saw you,in the bath,bleeding.
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone. So baby don't cut, baby don't cut,You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut. I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end. You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend,But baby don't cut, baby don't cut. You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut."

Those are the words you thought about,again. Your eyes were closing slowly,they stopped halfway.

"He puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up. Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub. Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche,Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will"

He shook you gently and tried to lean you up. He was sobbing and terrified,he had to call the police himself. He felt mad at the people who drove you here. But,he couldn't help but question why YOU did this.

"The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital. Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency. She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene,An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say..I'm sorry for your loss, " the boy just starts collapsing. His own world, his own girl just took a crashing. Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up "Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut."

You were quickly taken to the hospital while Daichi was trying to keep himself calm. Soon enough,you made it to the hospital. The doctors rushed you to a room as Daichi was told to wait in a seperate room. After more than an hour,a doctor comes into his room (there's waiting rooms for individuals who say they need to be alone) and says with a sad look on her face, "I'm so sorry for your loss.." He stood up when she first came in,but he dropped to his knees and started crying and screaming. He gets quiet and says to himself, "this...is my fault...why did she break our promise?!"

The last memory that left you were Daichi's own words,..

"Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone. So baby don't cut, baby don't cut,You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut. I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end. You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend. But baby don't cut, baby don't cut,You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut"
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Hey guys. I need you to know,if you feel like this,PLEASE don't do it. You're so worth it and I love you. I'm always here alright? You're beautiful,handsome,all of the above. So don't cut,don't give up. Take care of yourself,for me okay?

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