NOT AN UPDATE!
Sorry for that. I just haven't updated in a while since life has gotten very, VERY messy.
To rush through it...
-is fighting with family on how to take care of my kid
-is trying not to herself
-is working
-trying to go to school and not be on academic probation
-trying not to cry all of a sudden
-trying to motivate my boyfriend
-just got out of the hospital
-being a babysitter to my 3 siblings
-is dealing with toxic family
And I could keep going but that's a simple list from the top of my head. I usually want to act that I'm fine. That I'm happy but....
I'm on my breaking point.
To the point where it's hard to write.
It took me so much time to write a chapter.
Writing is a way for me to escape the world, my problems.
But as my family puts it,
"You give that phone more attention than your son."
Which is true to a degree but, this is the only way I can keep myself here for my son.
In all, it means a lot to me, that you guys read my stories.
It means a lot to me, to see you guys excited to see what comes next.
It means a lot to me, when you guys leave comments. Funny ones at that.
I love seeing your reactions and responses.
Thank you for waiting patiently.
Thank you for reading my stories.
I'll do my best to stay here
And to keep being me.
If any of you are struggling with the way I am. Please reach out, I have. Even if it hasn't changed my situation. It feels nice to vent and to talk to some stranger who won't judge me. So even if I'm not in a great place, my dms are open. I'm willing to help you as well.
Until the next chapter my precious gems 💜
YOU ARE READING
The Love I Can't Have 「- Completed -」
FanfictionShinso practically grew up with Midoriya. Developing feelings for his friend along the way. But when his friend reveals that his crush had asked him out Shinso quietly accepted it. As he still hangs around with Midoriya his feelings don't leave. Eve...
