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coming home for christmas

JSCHLATT 

a request from @plantt_ !!!
hope you like it angel <3

"Christmas feels much lonelier this year"

🐏 ˖⋆࿐ ໋₊ ˖ ۪۪݁ ଘ ‧₊ ⋆ . ⋆

A/N: guess who got the schlatt plushie !!! I'm so happy !!!!!
I hope you were all lucky with the drop as well !

"Are you sure you're gonna be ok Y/N?"
Schlatt inquired, his usual sarcastic behavior had subsided and only pure concern shown on his face

"yeah don't worry about me J, go have fun, enjoy your time away"
Despite me smiling brightly at the boy, deep down I knew that schlatt leaving was the last thing I could have asked for. This would be another lonely Christmas, one where I worried too much about a boy who was living his best life in New York City, 2000 miles away from our shared Los Angeles apartment.

"Whatever you say broad... take care of honey will ya? don't kill her Y/N."
He gave me an evil stare as he spoke about our shared cat then softened his features and smiled at me once again
"I love you Y/N, take care. Don't spend all day inside like a hermit, enjoy your fucking Christmas!"

Before I could respond, he was already walking towards his terminal, a suitcase rushing behind him.

I watched as the boys hat covered head disappeared into the crowd before walking back to my car. I sat in the cold seat, my hands resting harshly on the steering wheel before I felt my heart ache

Schlatt and I were just friends, and we have been for the last 3 years. We made that very clear to everyone around us, but I couldn't help but feel something deep in my chest when he was gone. I told myself it was friendly love, but I couldn't help but want more.

I drove home and laid in bed early, in an attempt to pass the time. As much as I wanted to bask in the Christmas spirit, I had nothing but an empty apartment and my cat to keep me company. The sound of Christmas music reminded me of how lonely I was and all the sappy movies made me think of schlatt no matter how hard I tried not to.

I woke up early the next morning, feeling nothing but the cold draft from my window, and the warmth of honey brushing up against my exposed stomach. I brushed my fingers through the soft cats hair, thoughts rushing through my head and tears forming in my eyes. Today was Christmas Eve meaning that it had been 1 full day since schlatt left and only 3 days till schlatt would be back and this burning loneliness would subside.

"Hi honey.. how are you baby"
I looked at the small cat through my tears, before my phone began to ring loudly. I quickly wiped my cheeks before grabbing my phone and answering