❝Sᴏ, ɴᴏ, Cᴀsᴛɪᴇʟ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴋᴀʏ. I ᴡᴀs ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ʜᴇʟᴘʟᴇssʟʏ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʜᴇ ʀᴜɪɴᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ. Wʜɪʟᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇ ʀᴇᴘᴜᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜʀᴏᴡɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴀsʜ, I ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs. Bᴜᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, I ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ sᴛʀᴏɴɢ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ. Aɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ sᴀɪᴅ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, I... I ʟᴏsᴛ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇ.❞ [ castiel x oc ] [ book 2 ] [ supernatural season 13 - 14 ] [ episode plots to supernatural writers and cw ]