The clock keeps on ticking, I just count the hours. So many lows I encountered...I shan't be deterred. Trembling I can feel my knees shaking....pacing towards my dreams. Crossing into the unknown I'm a creature of habitat, I'd rather endure the adversities than to allow the happiness to shine through. I know I'm a sadistic fuck they say I need to make drastic changes and let people get close, Instead I shutdown those who propose these ludicrous ideas. I always end up alone....I don't condone in having people around just so I can feel like I'm not on my own. I've grown up to love solitude, even with people around I'm in social soltude. Only I understand me so no point in reading me I tell them. My mind is an uncharted land I like to scape to. So many martyred hearts who lay slain, I try numb the pain I could still hear the cries, voices screeching through my ear drumbs. So I'm here seeking forgiveness.....on the long road to redemption.
