I've reggressed drastically, I've oppressed my own soul. Denying my depression which has dramatically altered my sense of direction, you can call it retribution for the demolition I orchestrated. To know you've hit such a low that your depressed is the most painful feeling to admit, sheer will power isn't going to suffice. And I'm too proud for medical adivice, I can't deal with those who want to sympathise either...I'll disguise it.
