Deceiving yourself and others, pretending to others your doing fine with your life, when in reality your on the edge of insanity...caring about their opion, fearing their judgement more than your own well being, and the haste they hand their prejudgement. Not even knowing the calamities your facing or the catastrophes you've encompassed. So I've stomached the brutalies and just project to them what they want to believe, but recently it's been taking on a toll on me. People are always going to talk and misjudge, so to smudge your character, even when your trying to be incharacter. So if I allow them to be a factor in my life then I'll live no life at all.
