The Bridge Between Life and Death (Levihan)

10) Calm before the storm pt2

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Hange POV:

I tilt my head upwards a bit and return the kiss with just as much passion. My heart skips not only one beats but many as I get lost in the kiss. I use my arm that's not supporting me and cup it around his face, deepening the kiss. I then move it again and let my fingers get entwined in his dark smooth hair. I can feel the magic of this, its nothing I've felt before, its as if I have changed the meaning of something. 

When we finally break the kiss he lays down next to me and we look up at the sky. He reaches over and grabs the flower he picked earlier and tucks it behind my ear and the lays back down, fingers entwined. I sigh and turn on my side to face him.

"Levi, tell me about your past"

"You tell me about yours first" he says defiantly

"Okay" I say "I had a really happy childhood up until I was about 12 when my dad started drinking and abusing alcohol because he lost his job and my mum was a stay at home mum, looking after me and my brother. He began to beat my mum, me and my brother but I always protected my younger brother, he had a disability"

"Had?" Levi questioned

"We will get there when we get there" I say "Anyways, one time, after about a year after he started abusing alcohol, when I was 13, he..." I gulp, keeping my composure "He beat my younger brother to death, and with him only being young and with a disability, he had no defence. Well my mother loved us to bits and she was so devastated that my brother wasn't going to get justice because she had no proof, she took it upon herself to... to-" I feel a single tear roll down my face "To kill him herself, one night when he was passed out on the sofa after beating me again she stabbed him. She got caught and taken away and now she is imprisoned for life. I still go and see her about once every year, she is so proud of me and who I've become. anyways I then lived with my grandparents who I loved to bits and they raised me from 13 onwards, then when I was 18, I signed up to join the military. I always excelled in school and had a dream of studying the possibilities of the titans to help overcome them, so now I'm here" I finished off. "Will you tell me about you now?" I say with a sad smile

"Im sorry Four Eyes"

"I don't mind, its made me who I am today" I say, as if to encourage him that everything is alright

"I don't know my dad, he was never around. I remember I loved my mum so much, more than the world itself and she cared for me as if I was the only thing that mattered. But when I was 4 she suddenly died of an illness, in a motel room. No one knew I was in there and I went days without food. One day, a man, Kenny Ackerman, my uncle, came and took me away. he fed me and gave me clothes but he brought me up in the worst way possible. I was brought up in the underground, trained to kill with no remorse, I was small and quick, I was good at surprise attacks. He never appreciated me though. I use to do what I had to do and he would just walk away, giving me no credit. In the end, I left him, I couldn't do it anymore, Isabel and Farlan were involved with him too and we all left together. Then when I stole the ODM gear and the Survey Corps caught me, everything went from there." He said. I know he didn't include every last painful detail of his past and I didn't expect him to. its not an easy topic of conversation for anyone. 

Instead, I don't comfort him with words because I know he wouldn't want to hear the same old 'I'm sorry' bullshit again. instead, I give him a kiss on his forehead and ruffle his hair then sit up and go eat some more food. we finish pretty quickly afterwards and decide to head back as to not raise suspicion throughout the Scouts.