Once Upon A Time In SAMCRO [Jax Teller Love Story ]

"Hi Jax.."

Third Person POV
2 Months after Tara's Death

"I'm about ten miles outside of Charming ma"Said 28 year old Faith Telford ,as her soft velvety voice laced with a Scottish accent said to her 52 year old mother ,Freya Telford nee. Scott "Why aren't you here yet sweetheart? "Demanded her mom her irish accent thicking as she spoke "I had to stop for gas ma"she explained as she sat on her bike.

Her cell phone tucked between her head and shoulder as she took her SAMCRO zippo out of the pocket of her leather jacket and lit her cigarette "how far are you from Charmin'?"asked her mother "hmmm about 10 minutes ?"she guessed "your da and the boys are at Diosa ,I'm currently making sure all your stuff are at your house"said her mother as she placed her pack of cigarettes in the bike's saddlebags "alright ma ,are you going to TM?"she asked "yes darlin' I'll be there so hurry your sweet ass up ! I haven't seen you in 5 years! "Said her mother "Ma,I skyped you yesterday at the hotel I was at !"she responded teasingly "I don't care about that shite! "Her mother proclaimed "alright ,calm down ma I'll see you in a bit. I love you iompróidh Máthair"she said " Agus is breá liom tú cub beag"responded her mother in Gaelic, she quickly hung up,quickly finished her cigarette, straddled her bike ,reveed it and drove off towards Redwood . Welcome To Charming. ....

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25 minutes Later
Nero' s Office at Diosa
Third Person POV

Dead. Cold Hands. Your Fault . Gone. Tara. Blood. Blood . Dead. Cold Hands. Broken Home . Blood . Your Fault . Yours .Blood . TARA .BLOOD .TARA.YOUR FAUL-

"Jax? "He suddenly snapped out of his trance Tara's cold dead body suddenly becoming a horrible memory "Yeah ma?"he asked "are you alright?"she asked placing a hand on his shoulder ,he took a deep breath ,was he ok? He honestly couldn't remember the last time he was ok ,when Tara was alive he thought painfully

"Yeah Ma I'm alright ,just tired ,you know?"he said as he took a deep breath "I understand baby ,everything's going to alright but you need to concentrate on the club ,your family and especially Abel the poor thing bearly sees you anymore "she said "I know ma and I'll try to see him more,he's all I have now"he responded suddenly Gemma's phone beeped she quickly picked it up and looked at the screen "Ready!" Was all it said.

"Honey ,Freya needs me real quick ,go get Abel he's in the room I usually put him in "she said as she walked out of the office if this doesn't work I don't know what will she thought as she walked out of Diosa .

He signed as he got up running a hand over his face and walked to the bedroom ,just as he opened the door he hear music playing and a voice start to sing

"The surface is cracking
The lines on my face
Show the courage that I'm lacking here
And the beauty that awaits

Home is just a word
Without a time or place
I've fallen in and out of love
With the loneliness I've traced

And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again,
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again"

He pressed himself closer to the door who's that? He thought

The voice of a thousand whispers
With answers I can't find
I made promises to the wounded love
In the corner of my mind

When the night before has left you
And the smoke has filled your lungs
When you don't know what you've come here for
Or the person you've become

He kept listening, the voice soothing his inner demons..

And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again,
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again

Oh, oh and the agony's turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was
Oh and the agony's turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was

He quietly opened the door to see a woman her back to him in a pale pink summer dress that ended at the knees ,his 3 year old son in  her arms as she lightly swayed in the room her chocolate elbow lenght hair following her every movement .

And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again..."

She softly finished and turned slowly as she heard the floor creek when he steped in, a familiar pair of chocolate brown eyes catching his gaze ,he suddenly felt breathless "Hi Jax.."she said

"Faith?..is that you"he asked ,fearing that this was just another illusion ,she smiled, that bright soft smile "yeah "was all she said and she was suddenly ingulfed in his embrace ,carefully as he could consider that Abel was in her arms "You're home...you're here"he said ,as if he were trying to reassure himself "I'm home.I'm here Jax"she said ,shifting a sleeping toddler in her arms "I'm here..I'm not going anywhere "she kept saying as he buried his head in the crook of her neck ,her hand gently  stroking his hair as they gently swayed side to side

I'm here...

A/N this story is AU ! Abel is three and is Tara and Jax's son ! Not Wendy's! Not sure if Wendy will be in this story and Juice and Opie are alive! So certain things will be different! Officer Jarry will NOT sleep  with Chibs but will still try to get at Chibs! Thomas was never born and Gemma will die sooner ! Jax. WILL.NOT.DIE !! IT'S TOO  HEARTBREAKING! certain other things will also be AU

Song is by Gabrielle Aplin "Start Again "

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