Once Upon A Time In SAMCRO [Jax Teller Love Story ]

It Is What It Should of Been

My baby lives in shades of blue
Blue eyes and jazz and attitude
He lives in California too
He drives a Chevy Malibu

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He lives for love, he loves his drugs
He loves his baby too

But I can't fix him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about this strange weather

But you are unfixable
I can't break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

My baby lives in shades of cool
Cool heart, and hands and aptitude
He lives for love, for women, too
I'm one of many, one is blue

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He prays for love, he prays for peace
And maybe someone new

But I can't help him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather

'Cause you are unfixable
I can't break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

(You're hot, hot, weather in the summer
High, high, neglectful lover
Hot, hot, weather in the summer
High, a bird flew over
You're crumbling, sadly
I'm sorry
You're gone with me)

You are unfixable
I can't break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

Shades Of Cool -Lana Del Rey

Third Person POV
2 Weeks Later

It had been two weeks since Faith and Jax made up and established themselves as a couple of sorts ,they both loved each other but they both knew that they weren't the same people that they thought they knew 14 years ago and they were ok with that ,Faith still lived at her house and Jax still stayed at Diosa,except he no longer slept with the escorts .

Abel now lived with Faith and Jax had sold his old house because of the haunting memories it now held to his son and himself and with that money and Faith's and Oswald construction company ,they began to rebuild the clubhouse that had exploded and burnt down almost 2 years ago ,the contractors were currently setting up all the wiring, the walls and the new foundation had been set a week ago,the plumbing had also been placed a couple days after the walls ,they were now waiting 4 to 5 months till the clubhouse was done .

The rest of SAMCRO were ecstatic about the rebuilding of the beloved clubhouse and couldn't wait. They were also happy about Faith and Jax's relationship,Jax looked more focused in getting the club out of gun running ,he looked less haunted by his demons ,he looked happy.

Faith loved Abel so much she'd gotten use to his tendency to wake her up in the morning and have breakfast with him,she'd drop him off at preschool and Jax would pick him up,Abel knew who Tara was and he knew that Faith wasn't trying to replace his mother she'd even framed a picture of her for him. Jax still investigated Tara's murder and he was suspicious about the triads involvement, he'd look over the crime scene pictures and it didn't add up,the locks weren't forced, there was no force of entry ,Tara had scratch  marks on her face and arms, everything about it looked and felt  fishy,he'd also questioned Gemma if she was positive that it was the triads ,he'd also questioned the prospect that had been with Gemma and was even more suspicious about the whole thing.

He had Juice look up the supposed murderer and came up that the killer was in Vegas , at a casino, things weren't adding up.

Gemma somehow knew that something was wrong ,she knew the truth if Tara's death was going to come out,but first she would make sure that Faith would be the next Queen . Faith had to be Queen after Gemma was gone and Gamma was going to make sure it happened because Faith Telford was the only woman worthy of Jax Teller......

"Faith , I think should we talked about some things "said Jax after they'd placed Abel to bed "Alright, let's go to the sun room "she said as she checked that Fonzi was with Abel and the front door was locked ,the alarm set ,and she headed to the sun room where Jax sat in the large nook with a cup of coffee.

She sat next to him ,her loose powder blue shirt shifting as she sat, her bare legs over his sweatpants cover ones ,she quietly got comfortable against Jax and waited for him to speak "I was thinking of talking to the IRA about letting us get out of gun running, is you grandpa still in the IRA?"he asked "Grandpa's there ,he said the only way he'll leave the IRA is the day he dies ,that old man is insane but he'll understand why you wanna leave that ,he owes mama for what Jimmy did to Daddy "she said "yeah? "He asked as he ran a hand through her damp hair , the smell of Vanilla musk and Lavender mixed with Sandalwood filled his senses "Jax,I think it's wonderful you wanna get out of gun running and if Grandpa and the IRA aren't for it then we'll find a way out ,we always do "she reassured him as she stroked his jaw ,Jax closed his eyes and leaned into her hand ,cherishing her presence. Both felt content in each other presence,they felt safe ,at peace.

"Did you know I fell in love with you when we danced at homecoming? "Asked Faith "Really? "He asked "yes ,well I  had a crush on you right before I started my freshman year but I fell in love with your eyes ,your sense of humor, the way that you carry yourself, the way you actually listen to your mom" she said as she traced imaginary lines in the planes of his face "I  knew i loved you the day you left for Oregon " he said as he slowly opened his eyes ,his gaze was soft, like the softest cashmire , the love he had for her was as noticeable as a fire truck's siren "really?"she asked surprised "yeah , I remember that we where packing up all your stuff and I remember you and your mom talking about how you'd visit and call her if you ever met someone, I remember feeling angry, angry at the possibility of someone else having you, someone else loving you and I couldn't deal with it "he said as he traced her lips "that's why I wanted to transfer charters " he clarified remembering that he'd told her many years ago that he wanted to transfer to Portland

"You should of told me"she said "we could of been together sooner "she said as she snuggled closer " if I would of been braver we might of been married by now " he said " but I know for a fact that this Friday , Happy is inking you up with my crow"he said as he looked down at her , a smile rapidly growing on her face"really?'she asked quietly , the joy and utter happiness oozing in her voice " Yeah , Your going to be my Old Lady"he declared "and you ,My Old Man " she responded