🍃🌹 He was a nerd, she was a bitch. She broke his heart. He promised to break her heart.
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It was a long and defining silence. Every drop of the second that passed breaks my heart into pieces. I knew it. I know he wouldn't accept my confession. I know that it wouldn't still take the fact that he almost lost his life to live after what I and my parents did to him.
It was like all the strength I had in me was gone. It all came crashing and nothing's left but bitterness and regrets. If only I had one single ounce of choice, I would have grabbed it but I don't. When I left home with nothing but just faith within me that I can survive because I had to. Because I had a baby to protect. I almost wanted to give up, it was hard for me. But I know both of us did. I even tried to contact Jungkook at that time but then I know my parents will find him and ruin his life more. I just didn't know what they did after I left.
So I wouldn't blame him if he still hates me. "I'm...I'm sorry."
I may have said sorry too many times but I don't think it was enough. I covered my face and rest my hands on my knees, silently crying. I look like a mess but does it even matter?
I was caught up with my emotion. Too hurt to even bother looking at him as I silently cry on my hands. I'm falling apart. But then two sets of arms pulled me closer. And before I knew it I'm already locked in his embrace. I couldn't even move from his sudden gesture. I was beyond surprised. "Shhh... It's okay. .. I'm sorry..." huh? He said he was sorry? And why is he crying over me?
He pulled my chin up with his palm and match our faces together, despite my tear-stained face, he connects our foreheads and whispered, "Don't ever leave me again. I promise I won't let you and Justin go away this time."
It felt so surreal.
Last night I was on the verge of breaking and today, the morning after, I opened my eyes with a big fat smile hugging my Justin who's clinging in front of me while I felt strong pairs of hands pull me closer from my back.
" Hmmm... Good Morning," he whispered, his mouth on my ears sending shivers inside me. What a great start to the day. Never imagined waking up beside the love of my life. As if I wasn't close enough, he pulled me even more and nuzzle his nose on the crook of my neck peppering it with small kisses.
I heave a contented sigh and close my eyes again. I just never wanna wake up from how glad I felt from the sudden change of things. I'm still on cloud nine. Who wouldn't be when it took us 7 long years to finally be back in each other's arms.
What are the odds that this would happen yet it did, and I am delighted for it?
"Mommy, daddy... " Justin murmured in his sleep. I brush off his hair gently and kissed him on the forehead. "Yes, baby?" he opened his eyes, and for an instant, a big grin plastered on his face.
He stood up groggily. Slumping his little body in the middle of me and Jungkook. He pulls us and urges us to give him a big hug. Jungkook chuckled in amusement and gazed at me. He didn't hesitate to lean towards me and gave me a peck on the lips then pepper Justin with his kisses all over his face making the latter laugh. "Dada, stop! That tickles!"
"Nope, Dada will make sure to shower you with my power kisses every morning." he pulls Justin's arms and even kisses him on his armpits so Justin was laughing his ass out. The first time I see Justin so happy it makes me cry.
They both stop and looked at me worriedly "What's wrong mom?" "What's wrong, babe?" they ask in unison making me chuckle again. They sure are father and son.
I shake my head and pull them in a big tight hug. "Nah, mom's just happy."
Yes, I am. I just hope everything's going to work out fine. We haven't said everything to Justin yet and we planned it soon. We just want to find the perfect timing so that the child wouldn't be shocked about it. One thing's for sure though, we know he'll be thrilled to know Jungkook is his real dad.
Last night, after pouring ourselves out, we patch things up and talked about ourselves. We decided to take things slow and see what this will lead us. But I still remembered what Jungkook said before we fell asleep, " I'm sorry for what I did before. Anger consumed my whole being and I hated myself for not finding the truth. But I'll make sure we'll never going to separate again. We will build our family back. I love you."
And with that promise, I know we'll make it through.
" You-..... what??! "
" No fucking way? ". Jisoo looks at me with a big shocked face," Are you for real? Oh my freaking gosh!! I knew it! I knew it! " she was jumping up and down in excitement. Her startled state was changed into like a teenage girl who just got a puppy from how excited she is. She holds my two hands beaming. "You know I've been thinking this lately how similar Jungkook and Justin are? That's why I couldn't say no when Jungkook told me to keep it a secret that he is meeting Justin saying he finds the little bub cute and all when in fact Jungkook hates children. He despises loud and annoying children yet he adores Justin as if he had known him for a while. It was all a mystery to me but now. Ahhhhh!! " she was screaming at the top of her lungs but then she snapped her head and gave me a smirk," You better tell me what happened 7 years ago, young lady! And I want all the details!" I giggled upon looking at her," Gahhhhh!! Oh my gosh! No wonder the tension between you two is just too much! I was so clueless."
So I ended up telling her everything. It was past 7 and I was ready to go off work when I felt a smack on my cheeks.
And when I turned around I saw two beautiful pairs of dark brown eyes gazing at me with a wide smile on their lips." Let's go home. " he said extending his hands for me to hold.
We were walking to the elevator when I ask, "So, have you told the boys?" he wanted me to come when he tells them but I refused. I was too tense to show my face to the rest of his members. They hated me so much except Taehyung of course. Jungkook smiled which sent relief inside me.
"They were startled at first but they were happy. They wanted to apologize for not hearing you out as well. Taehyung hyung though already had a hunch about it. After getting to know you, he believed you wouldn't do such things unless there was a reason behind it. He admitted he pull some buttons purposely to get me angry because he thinks I still have feelings for you. "
Wow, I was surprised Taehyung Oppa already read my mind and acted earlier to fix us despite not knowing the whole story. I'm sure glad that someone believed and didn't judge me from the start. Taking a mental note on thanking Taehyung Oppa for this.
Jungkook wraps his arms around my waist. We're still inside the elevator so no one is around. He rests his head on my shoulders. "So, when are you both moving into my house babe?"
