🍃🌹 He was a nerd, she was a bitch. She broke his heart. He promised to break her heart.
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Disclaimer: I don't hate Sana, whatever is said here isn't true so don't get angry at me. This is fiction bitches. FICTION.
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"Where are you?!" I was on my way out of the tall SBS building walking silently alone on the long stairs from the 22nd floor because remember, the elevator wasn't working when I arrived and is still being fixed which is a good thing anyway because in that alone time I was able to think things.
Everything indeed had changed.
Too bad I'm still stuck with that feeling. The feeling of loving someone yet the happy ending never exists because this ain't a fairytale.
My life never was a fairytale.
"I'm going home," I replied over the phone. Jungkook called just as when I'm about to leave. What am I going to do there? Watch them eat each other like a dumb bitch who can't even do anything despite how it hurts so damn much? I can't.
I just can't. I'm not that strong enough to see him with someone.
"You get back here now! I didn't ask you to leave Park! Get your shit up here NOW!" he ended the call for me not to protest. As if I can anyway. So despite being too tired of walking so long back and forth, I did it again like a lost sheep.
I hold my chest and sigh hard before knocking and pushing the door. As expected, the girl is still clinging to him like a koala flirting with him endearingly.
I bowed and greeted them. "Anyeoung Sana-shi and Jungkook-shi." I smiled though I tried my hardest not to lock on his eyes. "Do you need anything?"
"Can you reserve us a hotel near here? And make sure it has a jacuzzi. I want the presidential suite. Let them prepare champagne for us. Make sure it's Don Perignon Rose Gold, the one I always like." the girl said as if I was her maid or something. Gosh, if I was still the Rosie before, I might have lashed at her fake nose. And overly done makeup. Plus the fact that she's so annoying making out as if no one is around while the jerk just let him be. Looking at me with a big grin on his face.
How I wish I could smack their faces.
😔 Yeah, How I wish.
"Is there anything else?"
She didn't look at me and looked at Jungkook instead with a flirty smile, curling his dress shirt with her fingers playfully. "Do you still need anything baby?"
Jungkook leaned forward biting her lower lips aggressively but his eyes were on me. "You."
I pretended as if I'm not affected at all and smiled. "Okay." then I turned to face Jungkook again with the fakest smile I could muster. "Since everything's finished with your performance today, Jungkookshi. I'm going to excuse myself and go home. After all, today's my day off and I also have a family to tend to."
The girl beside him was unaware at all and smiled at me. That sweetest smile that I would never like in my entire life. She just looks so fake for me." Yeah, you can leave us alone. Bye." Jungkool couldn't say anymore because she kisses him again. I just walked away, called the hotel, and informed them about it. Then asked permission to go home.
"Mommy!!" see, this is why even though I'm sleep-deprived, I would still feel happy and contented when I go home. It's because I have my precious son welcoming me whenever I arrive. "Hi, bub. So, how's your day?" it's just 1 pm and he's just chilling in the living room watching his fave cartoons.
"Not much, mom. I was quite disappointed though." for the age of 6, he sure talks like an adult. I chuckled and mess his hair. "Not my hair, mommy! Told you not to touch my hair, right?!" he pouted cutely. I pinch his fluffy cheeks and peppered him with kisses. "Baby, mom just misses you. Why are you disappointed though?"
His brows furrowed and he seriously looked at me as if something was wrong. "Bali called earlier and was talking about school. She said Aunt Lisa and Uncle Bam forgot to attend her ballet recital again." Bali is Lisa's 5 years old daughter with Bambam her childhood sweetheart. They're like my parents. They're so busy with work that they tend to forget their only daughter. Bali is Justin's best friend. Despite being far from each other, the constant calls I and Lisa does on a daily made them closer. Lisa understands me the most coz she and Bam were also forced. They did see each other multiple times when the family goes on a vacation and Lisa always choose New Zealand so we can catch up.
I rub his back and pull him in a hug. "Don't worry baby. I'll give a word to your Aunt Lisa." he still looks so serious as he bites his lips and plays with my hair.
"Mom, if dad was around would he also make time for me? I pity Bali for her parent's lack of time but thinking about it, I should pity myself because atleast she has a dad." this was always the time when I don't know what to say. How could I even explain to him that I saw his dad, I'm working for him and he is out there fucking another woman while his son is in here thinking about how would it be to have a dad? This sucks.
And it breaks my heart. I pull him into a tight loving embrace. "Baby, is mommy, not enough?"
He returned my embrace and look at me with a comforting smile on his face. This is what I like about my baby. He never asks too much. He just silently understands and I'm thankful for it. "Of course, mom. It's fine. My mommy is more than enough for me."
Yeah, I teared up. Crying silently as I hold him in my arms.
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"Chaeyoungah!!" as soon as the door opens, I was locked by Taehyungs embrace. Funny how all of them knew about what had happened before and everyone seemed to have a silent beef with me yet Taehyung was different.
He's like a ball of sunshine. He's the only one who genuinely thinks I'm not just a regular Manager but a friend as well. And within those 5 months working with them, I've grown to like him as a very good friend.
"Tae." I chuckled as I playfully tap his shoulders so he could pull away. Though I was smiling wide, the tension in the room is always heavy whenever Jungkook is around. He stood in the corner looking at me as if I were a dartboard he wants to throw darts on it.
He's always been the same, always making me suffer but I came used to it already that despite all the hardships, I'm starting to adjust to whatever he asks me to do.
"I miss you, Chae! Oh, I bought you some goodies from our short visit to Canada. Too bad you can't come." he said and pulled a paper bag on his side showing me shirts and keychains from their mini travel. They have an interview and an award show performance there and were away for 6 days. The best 6 days in my life recently to be honest.
A time when I can work properly without Jungkook ruining everything.
"Thanks, Tae. These are so pretty!" I exclaimed looking at the goodies. "Yeah, I wish I was able to go with you. But I have some stuff at home I needed to take care of." Only Jisoo and the CEO know that I have a son. I requested to keep my life private which Bang PD understood. He doesn't even know it's Jungkook's son. He thought I might be with someone so he just put it aside.
I and Tae talk some more while I and Jisoo tend to their needs. They practically are done for the day. Just a few meetings for their upcoming new BTS Run episodes.
Taehyung was so jolly and fun to talk to so despite talking for too long, I still find him enjoyable. "Tae, let me excuse myself first. I just need to run to the toilet quickly."
"Oh sure. Oh my God! I and my mouth just wouldn't stop." he laughs and shoos me away.
After peeing, I wash my hands over the sink and check myself in the mirror when someone locked the bathroom door. I look at who it is and was surprised to see Jungkook.
