🍃🌹 He was a nerd, she was a bitch. She broke his heart. He promised to break her heart.
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Silence.
**Silence.**
My heart hurts; it burns. I should be very grateful right now because, through everything, Jungkook stood by me. He made sure that at the end of the day, he had my back and that he would choose me over anything. I should have known this and not let my emotions get the best of me.
That's why it hurts—because I feel like I have disappointed him. It feels like I didn't trust him at all when all he ever did was assure me that even if others may try to pry into this relationship, even if others may want to take him away from me, he will cling to me.
"Ju... Jungkook..." We were already in the car. He sighed heavily and rested his head on the steering wheel.
I tried to touch his hand; he didn't budge, though I could feel he was tired. I wanted to apologize. I made a promise to keep our secret for as long as I could, but it didn't even take long because, as I said, jealousy got the best of me. I was about to apologize when he said, "I'm sorry," head on the steering wheel.
I was stunned. Why was he saying sorry? "No, I... I should be the one to say sorry."
He shook his head. "Baby, no... It's not you. It's not your fault at all. I'm sorry," he said and brushed his palm over my face, looking at me as if he was hurt. "I'm sorry because this should not have happened if I didn't let her hold me. This shouldn't have happened if I knew that staying near her could make you feel less. I've known you for so long, Rosie. I know you as someone who knows herself. You were never too jealous." He slowly leaned his head over me. "Baby, you know that I love you, right?" I could hear his fast-beating heart. "You know that I couldn't live without you and our son, right?" Tears started to fall on my face. He was looking at me intently. "Don't ever think anyone can just snatch me away. Because when I said I love you, I meant it. And I promise, I am bound to stay."
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Wrapped in only a blanket, I scratched my eyes and couldn't help but yawn. It's almost 11 in the morning, and I surely overslept. I was looking around trying to find the comfort that kept me warm last night, but he was nowhere to be found. "Jungkook?"
Silence.
Did he go back to the studio? I was thinking as I wrapped myself in the blanket and stood up but had to bounce back as I hissed from the pricking pain down there. "Fuck," I silently muttered, brows furrowed.
I was definitely sore. Totally sore that I couldn't even stand properly. "Argh, he sure knows how to fuck a lady... Hard," I whispered, complaining. Thank God I was advised to stay at the hotel for now while yesterday's issues haven't died down.
After yesterday's incident, PDnim spoke with the crew and everyone there to keep their mouths shut. Jennie wasn't supposed to be allowed to enter the premises anymore unless she wanted to watch the concert itself. She definitely got scolded by her father, a first time since she had always been spoiled. She promised PDnim to keep her at bay and not cause any more trouble. Because PDnim has always been very understanding, she was allowed to watch the practices as long as she kept her distance, exactly five feet away.
