🍃🌹 He was a nerd, she was a bitch. She broke his heart. He promised to break her heart.
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It's as if those little words made our relationship better.
It's been a week that that encounter happened and I am amazed how it built a foundation for our friendship or if it's what really you call friendship. I never had one so I guess she is, my first friend.
And what I'm surprised is, she stopped having those boyfriends like she was starting to cool off that bitch aura. She's more like the silent type right now which I think is much dangerous. Having her as that sunny person who's smiling wherever she goes to the person she is right now which is full of gloom is a bit alarming to me. I wanted to know what's wrong but I'm afraid to ask.
It was another day where we had our lesson and she seems lost again, I put my pen down and watch as she looks somewhere I can't pinpoint. I know she's been thinking, but I don't know what it is.
"Let's stop right here and continue tomorrow." I said which made her flinch a little and she looks at me confused yet didn't ask anymore why. She stretched her arms and nod.
"Then let's call it a night." she muttered standing up and walk through my room.
I watched her steps brows furrowed. It's just 6 pm how could she sleep this early? It's not so Rosie. "Aren't you going to eat dinner? " she just shakes her head and stood on the edge of the door after opening it.
She purses a smile yet it's clearly a force one. "I'm still full. I'll head in first. Nighty night Kookie." Though I'm against it I just nodded then she went inside leaving me in the living room.
What can I do with you, Rosie? I was never this curious of a certain person let alone wanted to know them more but it seems like my heart wants to explore and fix the puzzle that you are.
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Nuzzled in bed, I woke up around 2 am with a sniffling sound near me. I slowly opened my eyes just to see her on her side of the bed silently crying.
I grip on the pillow hard contemplating what to do. I know she doesn't wanna talk about it but what am I here for? I wanted to comfort her so bad. I don't want to force her on telling me her problems but I am definitely here for her even if I'm nothing compared to anyone she's with.
Why does it bother me anyway?
Is this what you call affection?
And even if I tried my hardest not to bother her I slowly neared her, pull her into a tight embrace. I felt her body stiffen yet she didn't push me away.
"You don't have to tell me but ........can you let me hold you so you won't feel alone?" I whispered. I'm no good for words but I hope my intention sends. And I'm sure it did for she nodded after a few minutes. I felt her shoulders trembles as she cries and this time, she sobbed so hard pouring everything.
She turned to face me and I can see the sorrow in her eyes, she gripped on my shirt as if she wanted to hold dear life into it. "C-can you....P-promise me that you'll never leave me Jungkook? That ...That no matter what happens you'll be there?" she asked hoping that I'd say Yes. I don't know why but I found myself nodding as I wipe her tears in my palms. And maybe because of the tension between us and the situation, I leaned forward pecking her tear-stained eyes to her cheeks and every part that is wet from the tears before pressing a long kiss on her forehead.
"I don't know what's wrong but I promise to be here Rosie. I promise not to leave you when everything's leaving." I whispered. She pulled me on her arms and returned my embrace as tight as I did making sure that I won't ever leave her side until she falls asleep.
